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86. Lilly! Syriusz mnie zdradza.

Kochane moje, notk� dodaj�, ale kiedy kolejna, cholera no na prawd� nie wiem, postaram sie w miar� szybko, ale jestem teraz totalnie zabiegana i totalnie zakr�cona. Czasu mam tak szalenie ma�o... Do waszych pam�w postaram si� zajrze�, mo�e przy weekendzie znajd� czas...
Nie no, kto ma namiary na Hermion�? ZMIENIACZ CZASU POTRZEBNY- i to wcale nie jest zart, te� musz� by� w 2 miejscach na raz..
Bu�ka :****


Siedzia�y�my z Lilk� w bibliotece. Szuka�y�my zagadnie�, kt�re zada�a nam profesor McGonagall, wiecie to wszystko przez ten konkurs. Codziennie zasypuje nas stert� pergamin�w na kt�rych wynotowane mamy to co musimy, jej zdaniem, umie�. Najgorsze by�o jednak to, �e ona nas z tego wszystkiego potem odpytywa�a. Dlatego, �l�cza�y�my jak te g�upie w ka�dej wolnej chwili w k�ciku biblioteki, odgrodzone od realnego �wiata stert� podr�cznik�w, w kt�rym zanurzone by�y nasze nosy. W milczeniu przemierza�y�my kolejne linijki tekstu… Nudne to ju� by�o. Postanowi�am przerwa� to puste milczenie.
-Lilly...- zamrucza�am, maj�c ju� serdecznie dosy� i z tego powodu wy�ywaj�c si� na ksi��ce…
-Roru�, co cie gryzie?- Lilka jednak swoj� odpowiedzi� na moje s�owa mnie zaskoczy�a, wiem, �e od jakiego� czasu wygl�da�am na zmarnowan�, ale to jej pytanie mnie zaskoczy�o.
-Gryzie? Mnie?- w sumie to nie mia�am zamiaru na ten temat rozmawia�, ale skoro samo wysz�o. Musia�a zauwa�y�, ze jestem my�lami jaka� nieobecna… Ale to wszystko przez Syriusza…
-Tak, widz�.
-Syriusz mnie zdradza- powiedzia�am, a ka�de s�owo by�o jakbym si� d�ga�a no�em w serce. Dop�ki nikomu o tym nie m�wi�am, nie powiedzia�am tego g�o�no to by�o takie nierealne, ale teraz kiedy �wiat to us�ysza�… O rany… teraz to by�o takie rzeczywiste i … takie straszne. Nie.. to nie mo�e by� prawda… Ale to jego zachowanie, co ja mog� innego s�dzi�…
-co?- Lilka by�a zaskoczona tak samo jak ja, kiedy mi to przysz�o do g�owy.
-no.
-sk�d ci to przysz�o do g�owy? Nie mo�liwe.
-Zobacz jak on sie zachowuje...- zacz�am jej ca�� rozprawk� m�wi�, ale ona zanim sko�czy�am pierwsze zdanie przerwa�a mi zadaj�c bardzo m�dre pytanie:
-a niby z kim ci� zdradza?
-Nie wiem.- a niby sk�d mam wiedzie�, nie przy�apa�am go z �adna, bo nie wiem co bym zrobi�a jej I jemu…
-Aurora on ka�d� wolna chwile sp�dza z tob�, a jak ty siedzisz tutaj i nie masz czasu dla niego to kreci sie z ch�opakami.
To by� jaki� argument, ale do�� szybko go obali�am.
-Moze oni go kryj�…
-pos�uchaj co ty gadasz! Jim jest twoim bratem kry�by to przed toba? Zabi�by go. Remy to tw�j wyczesany kumpel, m�g�by ci nie powiedzie�?
-Mo�e nie chc� mnie rani�…
-A jakby� si� dowiedzia�a od kogo� obcego, to by� si� nie czu�a zraniona? Rora! W owszem s� kumplami, ale nie kryli by go. A po za tym Syrek kocha ci� do szale�stwa...- Lil machn�a r�k� ju� mia�a do�� moich chorych argument�w.
-No nie wiem, ostatnio jest jaki� taki…Nie sw�j.
-to nie znaczy �e ci� zdradza...
-Lilka, ale on mi nie chce powiedzie� o co chodzi.
-Porozmawiaj z nim jeszcze raz. Powiedz co ci le�y na sercu.
-I co? On mi powie musimy si� rozsta�, bo jest Joann…
-Jaka Joanne? M�wi�a�, �e nie wiesz z kim ci� zdradza…
-Oj, no bo nie wiem, tak mi si� powiedzia�o, �e niby przyk�ad..
-Przesta�, bo popadasz w paranoj�. Powiedz mu jakie masz podejrzenia, �e si� o niego martwisz. Po prostu pogadaj szczerze i mu powiedz, �e ju� nie wyrabiasz i albo niech on si� w ko�cu ci wygada, albo w og�le komu�, bo to ju� jest m�cz�ce dla wszystkich. A jak nie chce z nikim gada�, to niech przestanie w ko�cu zwa�owa�.
-Spr�buj�.
-Spr�buj!- Lilly ju� z�apa�a wojowniczy nastr�j.
-Hej. Mo�emy si� dosi���?- podesz�y do nas dwie blondynki, zajmowa�y�my nie ca�y stolik, a nigdzie nie by�o miejsca…
-Jasne. Siadajcie.- zdj�am z krzes�a kilka ksi�z�k z krzes�a obok I po�o�y�am je na pod�odze.
-Mam na imi� Lucy, a to moja siostra Tina.
-Mi�o mi. Lilly, a ja jestem Aurora.
-Aurora Silverstone? Przewodnicz�ca?
-Dok�adnie ta sama- u�miechne�am si� lekko. Prosz� bardzo wszyscy mnie znaj�.
-A w�a�nie planujecie co� na �wi�to Duch�w?
-Kurde! -�wi�to duch�w, na �mier� o nim zapomnia�am!- wrzasn�am na ca�y regulator, a� mnie bibliotekarka zmierzy�a wzrokiem, kt�rego nie powstydzi� si� bazyliszek.
-Co si� sta�o?- spyta�a Lucy niemal szeptem
-Na skarpetki trolla! zapomnia�am, a nikt mi nie przypomnia�. Planujemy owszem planujemy bal kostiumowy. Z wyborami na najlepsze przebranie. Tylko, ze ja teraz z tym wszystkim sama nie zd���. Za du�o by�o tego wszystkiego na g�owie.
-Rora, ja ci pomoge, ch�opaki te�.-Lilka m�j wspierasz numer jeden
-Ale to i tak z ma�o r�k do pracy, a z nimi to wiesz jak jest.- przerazi�am si�, nie chcia�am da� plamy.
-No, wiem.
-My ch�tnie ci pomo�emy Mamy sporo czasu.
-Tak to by�oby cudownie. Dzi�kuj� bardzo.
-Tylko powiedz co mamy robi�.
Lucy i Tina wzi�y si� za pomoc w przygotowaniu imprezy. Bardzo by�y uczynne i w og�le sa bardzo mi�e i fajnie nam sie rozmawia. Pomog�y mi bardzo, rozwiesza�y og�oszenia, pomaga�y stworzy� scenariusz imprezy. Rozmawia�am te� z Syriuszem, po kolejnej pr�bie wymuszenia, nie powiem, �e to by�o to by�o delikatne, odpowiedzi w ko�cu si� podda�…

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