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86. Lilly! Syriusz mnie zdradza.

Kochane moje, notkê dodajê, ale kiedy kolejna, cholera no na prawdê nie wiem, postaram sie w miarê szybko, ale jestem teraz totalnie zabiegana i totalnie zakrêcona. Czasu mam tak szalenie ma³o... Do waszych pamów postaram siê zajrzeæ, mo¿e przy weekendzie znajdê czas...
Nie no, kto ma namiary na Hermionê? ZMIENIACZ CZASU POTRZEBNY- i to wcale nie jest zart, te¿ muszê byæ w 2 miejscach na raz..
Bu¼ka :****


Siedzia³y¶my z Lilk± w bibliotece. Szuka³y¶my zagadnieñ, które zada³a nam profesor McGonagall, wiecie to wszystko przez ten konkurs. Codziennie zasypuje nas stert± pergaminów na których wynotowane mamy to co musimy, jej zdaniem, umieæ. Najgorsze by³o jednak to, ¿e ona nas z tego wszystkiego potem odpytywa³a. Dlatego, ¶lêcza³y¶my jak te g³upie w ka¿dej wolnej chwili w k±ciku biblioteki, odgrodzone od realnego ¶wiata stert± podrêczników, w którym zanurzone by³y nasze nosy. W milczeniu przemierza³y¶my kolejne linijki tekstu… Nudne to ju¿ by³o. Postanowi³am przerwaæ to puste milczenie.
-Lilly...- zamrucza³am, maj±c ju¿ serdecznie dosyæ i z tego powodu wy¿ywaj±c siê na ksi±¿ce…
-Roru¶, co cie gryzie?- Lilka jednak swoj± odpowiedzi± na moje s³owa mnie zaskoczy³a, wiem, ¿e od jakiego¶ czasu wygl±da³am na zmarnowan±, ale to jej pytanie mnie zaskoczy³o.
-Gryzie? Mnie?- w sumie to nie mia³am zamiaru na ten temat rozmawiaæ, ale skoro samo wysz³o. Musia³a zauwa¿yæ, ze jestem my¶lami jaka¶ nieobecna… Ale to wszystko przez Syriusza…
-Tak, widzê.
-Syriusz mnie zdradza- powiedzia³am, a ka¿de s³owo by³o jakbym siê d¼ga³a no¿em w serce. Dopóki nikomu o tym nie mówi³am, nie powiedzia³am tego g³o¶no to by³o takie nierealne, ale teraz kiedy ¶wiat to us³ysza³… O rany… teraz to by³o takie rzeczywiste i … takie straszne. Nie.. to nie mo¿e byæ prawda… Ale to jego zachowanie, co ja mogê innego s±dziæ…
-co?- Lilka by³a zaskoczona tak samo jak ja, kiedy mi to przysz³o do g³owy.
-no.
-sk±d ci to przysz³o do g³owy? Nie mo¿liwe.
-Zobacz jak on sie zachowuje...- zaczê³am jej ca³± rozprawkê mówiæ, ale ona zanim skoñczy³am pierwsze zdanie przerwa³a mi zadaj±c bardzo m±dre pytanie:
-a niby z kim ciê zdradza?
-Nie wiem.- a niby sk±d mam wiedzieæ, nie przy³apa³am go z ¿adna, bo nie wiem co bym zrobi³a jej I jemu…
-Aurora on ka¿d± wolna chwile spêdza z tob±, a jak ty siedzisz tutaj i nie masz czasu dla niego to kreci sie z ch³opakami.
To by³ jaki¶ argument, ale do¶æ szybko go obali³am.
-Moze oni go kryj±…
-pos³uchaj co ty gadasz! Jim jest twoim bratem kry³by to przed toba? Zabi³by go. Remy to twój wyczesany kumpel, móg³by ci nie powiedzieæ?
-Mo¿e nie chc± mnie raniæ…
-A jakby¶ siê dowiedzia³a od kogo¶ obcego, to by¶ siê nie czu³a zraniona? Rora! W owszem s± kumplami, ale nie kryli by go. A po za tym Syrek kocha ciê do szaleñstwa...- Lil machnê³a rêk± ju¿ mia³a do¶æ moich chorych argumentów.
-No nie wiem, ostatnio jest jaki¶ taki…Nie swój.
-to nie znaczy ¿e ciê zdradza...
-Lilka, ale on mi nie chce powiedzieæ o co chodzi.
-Porozmawiaj z nim jeszcze raz. Powiedz co ci le¿y na sercu.
-I co? On mi powie musimy siê rozstaæ, bo jest Joann…
-Jaka Joanne? Mówi³a¶, ¿e nie wiesz z kim ciê zdradza…
-Oj, no bo nie wiem, tak mi siê powiedzia³o, ¿e niby przyk³ad..
-Przestañ, bo popadasz w paranojê. Powiedz mu jakie masz podejrzenia, ¿e siê o niego martwisz. Po prostu pogadaj szczerze i mu powiedz, ¿e ju¿ nie wyrabiasz i albo niech on siê w koñcu ci wygada, albo w ogóle komu¶, bo to ju¿ jest mêcz±ce dla wszystkich. A jak nie chce z nikim gadaæ, to niech przestanie w koñcu zwa³owaæ.
-Spróbujê.
-Spróbuj!- Lilly ju¿ z³apa³a wojowniczy nastrój.
-Hej. Mo¿emy siê dosi±¶æ?- podesz³y do nas dwie blondynki, zajmowa³y¶my nie ca³y stolik, a nigdzie nie by³o miejsca…
-Jasne. Siadajcie.- zdjê³am z krzes³a kilka ksi±zêk z krzes³a obok I po³o¿y³am je na pod³odze.
-Mam na imiê Lucy, a to moja siostra Tina.
-Mi³o mi. Lilly, a ja jestem Aurora.
-Aurora Silverstone? Przewodnicz±ca?
-Dok³adnie ta sama- u¶miechne³am siê lekko. Proszê bardzo wszyscy mnie znaj±.
-A w³a¶nie planujecie co¶ na ¦wiêto Duchów?
-Kurde! -¶wiêto duchów, na ¶mieræ o nim zapomnia³am!- wrzasnê³am na ca³y regulator, a¿ mnie bibliotekarka zmierzy³a wzrokiem, którego nie powstydzi³ siê bazyliszek.
-Co siê sta³o?- spyta³a Lucy niemal szeptem
-Na skarpetki trolla! zapomnia³am, a nikt mi nie przypomnia³. Planujemy owszem planujemy bal kostiumowy. Z wyborami na najlepsze przebranie. Tylko, ze ja teraz z tym wszystkim sama nie zd±¿ê. Za du¿o by³o tego wszystkiego na g³owie.
-Rora, ja ci pomoge, ch³opaki te¿.-Lilka mój wspierasz numer jeden
-Ale to i tak z ma³o r±k do pracy, a z nimi to wiesz jak jest.- przerazi³am siê, nie chcia³am daæ plamy.
-No, wiem.
-My chêtnie ci pomo¿emy Mamy sporo czasu.
-Tak to by³oby cudownie. Dziêkujê bardzo.
-Tylko powiedz co mamy robiæ.
Lucy i Tina wziê³y siê za pomoc w przygotowaniu imprezy. Bardzo by³y uczynne i w ogóle sa bardzo mi³e i fajnie nam sie rozmawia. Pomog³y mi bardzo, rozwiesza³y og³oszenia, pomaga³y stworzyæ scenariusz imprezy. Rozmawia³am te¿ z Syriuszem, po kolejnej próbie wymuszenia, nie powiem, ¿e to by³o to by³o delikatne, odpowiedzi w koñcu siê podda³…

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