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Notkê wstawi³am, konkursow±, nieco rozbudowan±. Wiem, ¿e wiêkszo¶æ z was nie jest zadowolona, ¿e to mnie przypad³ ten zaszczyt i ¿e trudno bêdzie was przekonaæ do mojego stylu pisania, mimo wszystko bêdê próbowaæ i mam nadziejê, ¿e w koñcu mi siê to uda. Z czasem wychodziæ mi to bêdzie lepiej, teraz jestem pod presj± (chyba nie muszê mówiæ dlaczego ).

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30 lipiec, wtorek, 1991 rok

Minê³o ju¿ 11 lat, 11 d³ugich lat, w czasie których Harry musia³ tyle wycierpieæ ze strony swojej rodziny. Na dodatek nie wie jeszcze co go czeka, nie wie kim jest...jaki jest wyj±tkowy. Jutro wy¶lê do niego Hagrida, bo jak znam ¿ycie wujostwo nie przekaza³o mu zaproszenia do Szko³y Magii i Czarodziejstwa Hagwart, (w której nawiasem mówi±c jestem dyrektorem). Tyle lat czeka³em na to wydarzenie, wydarzenie, bo jak to inaczej nazwaæ? "Wydarzenie" w okre¶leniu s³ownikowym oznacza "wa¿ne zdarzenie albo wybitne osi±gniêcie w jakiej¶ dziedzinie". W tym wypadku mamy do czynienia z tym pierwszym. Przyjazd Harry'ego tutaj bêdzie nie lada atrakcj± co dla niektórych uczniów. Inni znowu bêd± podekscytowani poznaniem "s³ynnego Harry'ego Pottera - ch³opca, który prze¿y³". Bojê siê tego, bojê siê, ¿e sobie nie poradzi z tym nag³ym zainteresowaniem jego osoby. A co najgorsze, nie bêdzie móg³ zrozumieæ dlaczego jest taki znany, podziwiany, kochany... Jestem starym cz³owiekiem, wiele przeszed³em w swym d³ugim ¿yciu, jednak nie potrafiê powiedzieæ ma³emu, zagubionemu ch³opcu, ¿e sw± s³awê zawdziêcza ¶mierci rodziców i ocaleniem w ¶miertelnym spotkaniu najwiêkszego czarodzieja tej epoki - Voldemorta. Nie umiem, nie potrafiê, nie chcê... Dlaczego to w moich rêkach le¿y jego ¿ycie? Dobre samopoczucie. Nie wiem co robiæ, poraz pierwszy w ¿yciu stajê przed zadaniem, którego nie chcê wykonaæ! Ale muszê.... powinienem, dla dobra Harry'ego i ludzko¶ci.

Có¿, mo¿e przestanê smêciæ i przejdê do nieco przyziemnych spraw...

Z dum± mogê o¶wiadczyæ, ¿e przygotowania do 1 wrze¶nia id± pe³n± par±. W tym roku zaczêli¶my trochê wcze¶niej, ale jestem pewien, ¿e wiêkszo¶æ spraw bêdziemy za³atwiaæ na ostatni± chwilê (tradycyjnie). Skrzaty domowe nerwowo krz±taj± siê w kuchni co chwila zmieniaj±c menu. Wszyscy nauczyciele pomagaj± na tyle na ile pozwala im czas, nawet Sybilla zaanga¿owa³a siê, chocia¿ ona wiêcej przeszkadza ni¿ pomaga, jednak mam na wzglêdzie, ¿e chocia¿by próbuje... Nie oby³o siê jednak bez katastrofy, ze zdziwieniem stwierdzi³em, ¿e czê¶æ uczniów dostanie nieco pó¼niej zawiadomienie do szko³y, a to z powody braku sów!!!! A móg³bym przysi±c, ¿e w tamtym roku jeszcze sporo zosta³o bez zadania dostarczenia listów. Oczywi¶cie ju¿ zamówi³em 20 sówek w sklepie wysy³kowym.

Wys³a³em do „Proroka” og³oszenie w sprawie nowego nauczyciela Obrony Przed Czarn± Magi±. Zamie¶cili j± tydzieñ temu i nadal nie ma odpowiedzi. ¯ywiê nadziejê, ¿e choæ raz bêdê mia³ przyjemno¶æ przyj±æ, ¿e siê tak niekulturalnie wyra¿ê, osobê normaln±. Jak na razie do listy nie spe³niaj±cych tego warunku dosz³a pani Connelly, która zachowywa³a siê jakby by³a gwiazd± rocka i 20-letnia dziewczyna, która na lekcjach zamiast trzymaæ siê programu szkolnego dyskutowa³a z uczennicami, na temat: który ¿el jest lepszy dla cery suchej i do czego pasuj± niebieskie paznokcie. Ogólnie ta lista jest do¶æ d³uga, w koñcu co rok jestem zmuszony zwolniæ nauczyciela, z tych czy innych powodów. Nie jestem z tego dumny, bynajmniej jestem rozgoryczony, ¿e nie potrafiê znale¼æ godnego nauczyciela OPCM. To dowób na to, ¿e Tom jest pote¿niejszy ode mnie, nie potrafiê ¶ci±gn±æ jego kl±twy, mimo i¿ wielokrotnie próbowa³em. Mo¿e ju¿ zacznê szukaæ nauczyciela, który przyjmie tê posadê za rok, oszczêdzê sobie pó¼niej zachodu.

Chyba mogê siê przyznaæ sam przed sob±, ¿e zacz±³em pisaæ ten pamiêtnik z racji braku ciekawszego zajêcia. Mo¿na by rzec, ¿e jest to ucieczka od obowi±zków. G³upio mi to pisaæ, ale ostatnie na co mam w tej chwili ochotê, to przegl±danie 3 stert o wys. 2 stóp* czekaj±cych na mój podpis w dodatku zas³aniaj±cych mi normalny widok na drzwi wej¶ciowe. Rola dyrektora jest niekiedy mêcz±ca, ale te¿ satysfakcjonuj±ca. Dobrze widzieæ, ¿e pod twoj± kontrol± wszystko uk³ada siê w szkole dobrze (no.. s± spiêcia, ale po co o nich mówiæ? ).

Oho, s³yszê kroki Minerwy, muszê przyj±æ pozê wyj±tkowo zajêtego, aby nie uzna³a, ¿e tracê cenny czas (który oczywi¶cie tracê, ale dla celów wy¿szych, mo¿e komu¶, kiedy¶ w zamierzch³ej przysz³o¶ci przydadz± siê wspomnienia, takiego starego piernika jak ja), i schowaæ pamiêtnik, obawiam siê, ¿e nie zrozumia³aby, ¿e to dla celów wy¿szych...


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