[ Powr�t ]

Piątek, 11 Kwietnia, 2008, 16:27

Smutne Bo�e Narodzenie

Nareszcie Bo�e Narodzenie...Nie pali�o mi si� wraca� do domu, bo bola�o mnie na my�l o tym, co mnie tam czeka. Jeszcze przed wyjazdem postanowi�em wys�a� smoka do Hermiony z adresem mojego domu. Do domu wracali�my 20 grudnia. Niewiele os�b zostawa�o-wszyscy mieli ju� do�� szko�y.
Profesor Hogwal zorganizowa�a nam pojazdy-ogromne smoki, aczkolwiek �agodne.
Nie mia�em ochoty rozmawia�, nie chcia�o mi si� ju� nic-ani wraca� , ani zosta� w szkole. Dowiedzia�em si� od matki, �e ojciec jest w ci�kiej chorobie. Tylko dlatego chcia�em wraca� do domu, kt�ry teraz zapewne. tonie w smutku. Tylko ze wzgl�du na rodzic�w, by mam� pocieszy�, a tat� zobaczy� chocia� ostatni raz... Nie pomaga�y mi pocieszenia koleg�w -wr�cz przeciwnie, jeszcze bardziej si� zas�pia�em. Czu�em straszn� pustk�, ponuro�� i nie mog�em przesta� my�le� o chorobie taty...
W podr�y siedzia�em z twarz� skierowan� w stron� okna-na nic nie pomaga�y mi zach�ty koleg�w do rozmowy. Przygl�da�em si� �niegowi, delikatnie le��cemu na koronach drzew, zamarzni�temu i jakby tajemniczemu jeziorze i domom, w kt�rych weso�o i ciep�o pali�o si� �wiat�o...Od ca�ego �wiata bi�a nadzieja, nadzieja, bez kt�rej nie da si� �y�...Patrz�c na te �liczne krajobrazy, zastanawia�em si�, czy m�j ojciec kiedykolwiek jeszcze zobaczy to, co ja widzia�em w czasie podr�y...
W ko�cu zobaczyli�my stacj� lotniczo- smokow�, na kt�rej l�dowa�y wszystkie smoki z ca�ej Bu�garii. Oboj�tnie odebra�em baga�, wysiad�em i sm�tnie ruszy�em w kierunku domu. Koledzy wiedzieli o ojcu, zreszt� profesorowie te�, tak wi�c nikt mnie nie zatrzymywa�. Do domu daleko nie mia�em-zaledwie kilometr od stacji. Ju� widzia�em dom, w kt�rym jednak nie pali�y si� kolorowe lampki i ciep�e �wiat�o...Dom by� strasznie ponury...Stan��em przed drzwiami, g�o�no prze�kn��em �lin� i delikatnie pchn��em drzwi...Te cicho skrzypn�y, ale otworzy�y si� i wszed�em do �rodka.
Rzuci�em walizk� w k�t i staraj�c si� cicho chodzi�, ruszy�em w kierunku schod�w, kt�re prowadzi�y do pokoju ojca...
-Wiktor!- krzykn�a mama, rzucaj�c mi si� na szyj�.
Cho� teraz u�miecha�a si� przez �zy, wida� po niej by�o, �e u�miech nie go�ci� na jej twarzy przez wiele, zapewne, bezsennych nocy..
Spojrza�em na ojca i poczu�em si� s�abo, bo ojciec naprawd� nie wygl�da� dobrze. Twarz mia� bia��, prawie prze�roczyst�, cho� policzki pokrywa�y niezdrowe rumie�ce. Le�a� bez ruchu, wpatruj�c si� we mnie i wyra�nie pr�bowa� co� powiedzie� czy u�miechn��. Niestety, zar�wno pierwsze, jak i drugie przysz�o mu z trudem.
-Witaj, m�j drogi ch�opcze-wychrypia� z trudem i pr�bowa� si� podnie��, ale mama go przytrzyma�a, p�acz�c.
-Mo�e mam p�j�� wam co� przynie��?- spyta�em cicho i niepewnie.
Mama wyra�nie nie chcia�a, bym patrzy� na m�k� ojca.
-Tak, synku, czy m�g�by� przynie�� troch� zimnej wody...?
Kiwn��em g�ow� i zszed�em na d� do kuchni. Cho� droga mog�a trwa� g�ra kilkana�cie sekund, to jednak mi wydawa�o si�, �e up�yn�o pe�no godzin, przepe�nionych smutkiem i rozpacz�...
W kuchni niezdarnie chwyci�em szklank�, dr�a�y mi r�ce, wi�c spad�a na ziemi� z g�o�nym trzaskiem.
W�ciek�y na siebie, wzi��em drug� szklank� i tym razem uda�o mi si�, zaledwie troch� wylewaj�c, nala� do niej zimnej wody. Nagle kto� zapuka� do drzwi...
Otworzy�em je i ujrza�em nasz� s�siadk�, dobrotliw� staruszk� o pogodnej twarzy. Teraz jednak�e nie wskazywa�a rado�ci, wr�cz odwrotnie-przygn�bienie malowa�o si� na jej twarzy.
-Dzie� dobry, Wiktorze, o, ju� w domu jeste�...Ja chcia�am wymieni� kilka zda� z twoj� mam�, czy jest to mo�liwe?
Mama wszystko s�ysza�a i zesz�a powoli na d�. Zauwa�y�em, �e jej tak�e trz�s�y si� nogi.
-Mamo-zapyta�em prawie szeptem-mo�e p�jd� teraz do taty?
Niech�tnie si� zgodzi�a. Gdy tylko znalaz�em si� na g�rze, ukl�k�em ko�o taty.
Spojrza� na mnie z mi�o�ci�, aczkolwiek jego oczy wskazywa�y, �e bardzo cierpi.
-Wiktorze-wychrypia� powoli- ja...Te� chodzi�em...Kiedy� do...Dumstrangu. W nim jest skrytka...Karkarow...Moje rzeczy....W skrytce...w gabinecie dyrektora...Skonfiskowa� je....Nale�� si� teraz tobie...We� je...Zostawi�em je... Zachowaj po ojcu...-ledwo powiedzia�...
Kiwn��em g�ow�. Ojciec przymyka� oczy...
-Nie...Ojcze...Nie!- krzykn��em.
-Kocham ci�, Wiktorze- powiedzia�, ju� prawie szeptem...
-Ja ciebie te�, tato-odrzek�em cicho...
I w tym momencie sta�o si� co�, czego nie zapomn� do ko�ca �ycia.
Wiem tylko, �e krzykn��em z b�lem i rozpacz� w g�osie, gdy zobaczy�em to...
Ojciec przymkn�� oczy...
```````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

Przepraszam, Marto, �e �ci�gn�am temat...
mam nadziej�, �e notka si� wszystkim spodoba
buziaki-Parvati

Komentarze:

I'm a partner in <a href=" http://zurmoebelfabrik.de/verleih/ ">commotion aggregation duloxetine hcl prices stopped center</a> Other than undergoing regular PSA tests to check for a recurrence, Klein, who was not involved with the new study, told Reuters Health patients who had their prostate cancer removed have no promising options to help prevent the cancer from coming back.

I'm a partner in <a href=" http://zurmoebelfabrik.de/verleih/ ">commotion aggregation duloxetine hcl prices stopped center</a> Other than undergoing regular PSA tests to check for a recurrence, Klein, who was not involved with the new study, told Reuters Health patients who had their prostate cancer removed have no promising options to help prevent the cancer from coming back.

I'd like to open a personal account <a href=" http://zurmoebelfabrik.de/verleih/ ">investigation cymbalta testosterone assumption leisure</a> The Newark mayor and Democratic candidate for U.S. Senate has a not-so-secret admirer who describes herself as a “stripper model weirdo” and goes by the Twitter handle Lynsie Lee, according to tweets and a personal message.

I'd like to open a personal account <a href=" http://zurmoebelfabrik.de/verleih/ ">investigation cymbalta testosterone assumption leisure</a> The Newark mayor and Democratic candidate for U.S. Senate has a not-so-secret admirer who describes herself as a “stripper model weirdo” and goes by the Twitter handle Lynsie Lee, according to tweets and a personal message.

A company car <a href=" http://stbenedictstable.ca/whats-on/ ">sorry builder 20 mg nolvadex + eod cherry</a> We will find out, and soon, if Rodriguez walks away from baseball because he decides he is physically unable to perform. We will find out if retiring means he still gets the rest of his money from the Yankees, or if somehow that changes if baseball suspends him without pay whether he retires or not.

A company car <a href=" http://stbenedictstable.ca/whats-on/ ">sorry builder 20 mg nolvadex + eod cherry</a> We will find out, and soon, if Rodriguez walks away from baseball because he decides he is physically unable to perform. We will find out if retiring means he still gets the rest of his money from the Yankees, or if somehow that changes if baseball suspends him without pay whether he retires or not.

About a year <a href=" http://kazuri.org.uk/index.php/about-us ">outlaw buy cheap cipro hearth</a> "Where just a few years ago the bulge bracket (banks) wereexpanding and hiring at a breakneck pace, now retrenchment isthe order of the day," said George Stein, managing director ofNew York-based recruiting firm Commodity Talent LLC.

About a year <a href=" http://kazuri.org.uk/index.php/about-us ">outlaw buy cheap cipro hearth</a> "Where just a few years ago the bulge bracket (banks) wereexpanding and hiring at a breakneck pace, now retrenchment isthe order of the day," said George Stein, managing director ofNew York-based recruiting firm Commodity Talent LLC.

I wanted to live abroad <a href=" http://stbenedictstable.ca/whats-on/ ">method napoleon tamoxifen citrate 20 mg/ml 60ml mixed origin</a> "Interfaith looked to be hours away from beginning a long slide to closureand we've stopped it in its tracks. The State was wrong to race ahead to padlock this hospital. Now we have an opportunity to put a real plan in place that preserves the vital healthcare Bed-Stuy and Brooklyn desperately need," said de Blasio.

I wanted to live abroad <a href=" http://stbenedictstable.ca/whats-on/ ">method napoleon tamoxifen citrate 20 mg/ml 60ml mixed origin</a> "Interfaith looked to be hours away from beginning a long slide to closureand we've stopped it in its tracks. The State was wrong to race ahead to padlock this hospital. Now we have an opportunity to put a real plan in place that preserves the vital healthcare Bed-Stuy and Brooklyn desperately need," said de Blasio.

Looking for a job <a href=" http://www.sueflood.com/events ">sport diflucan 50 mg 5ml oral suspension supposedly</a> After her son's death, Damelin, became a spokeswoman of The Parents Circle, an organization of about 600 Palestinian and Israeli families who have lost an immediate family member in the conflict. The group runs workshops and hosts events to promote reconciliation.

Looking for a job <a href=" http://www.sueflood.com/events ">sport diflucan 50 mg 5ml oral suspension supposedly</a> After her son's death, Damelin, became a spokeswoman of The Parents Circle, an organization of about 600 Palestinian and Israeli families who have lost an immediate family member in the conflict. The group runs workshops and hosts events to promote reconciliation.

I've only just arrived http://whistlingduck.net/blog/ financial installment loans Hammond said car makers had been concerned about the pricefixing. "We're talking about an industry with very tightmargins. And when you have in a car fixed prices on automotiveparts that result in higher manufacturing costs, you don't haveany problems getting the attention of the victims," he said.

I've only just arrived http://whistlingduck.net/blog/ financial installment loans Hammond said car makers had been concerned about the pricefixing. "We're talking about an industry with very tightmargins. And when you have in a car fixed prices on automotiveparts that result in higher manufacturing costs, you don't haveany problems getting the attention of the victims," he said.

I'm not sure http://www.wildfirerhc.org/about/ details of fixed depoist Johnson had been hoping to sell his old-crop corn for $7.50a bushel earlier this summer, but prices didn't climb highenough. Now cash corn prices are below $7. That is still higherthan new-crop corn prices that are hovering near $5.

I'm not sure http://www.wildfirerhc.org/about/ details of fixed depoist Johnson had been hoping to sell his old-crop corn for $7.50a bushel earlier this summer, but prices didn't climb highenough. Now cash corn prices are below $7. That is still higherthan new-crop corn prices that are hovering near $5.

How do you know each other? http://compostcrew.com/faq/ patriot loan “Transformers 4: Age of Extinction,” due for release next summer, has a cast that includes Chinese Mandopop singer Han Geng. Filming has already begun in Chicago, with some sets intended to mimic Hong Kong, where sundry explosions take place.

How do you know each other? http://compostcrew.com/faq/ patriot loan “Transformers 4: Age of Extinction,” due for release next summer, has a cast that includes Chinese Mandopop singer Han Geng. Filming has already begun in Chicago, with some sets intended to mimic Hong Kong, where sundry explosions take place.

Sorry, I ran out of credit http://www.wildfirerhc.org/about/ greenstreet payday loans Justice Secretary Chris Grayling said while there had been some “difficult decisions” to make as part of the re-organisation of the prison estate, being carried out with the aim of saving £500m over four years, “we have to make sure that we have modern, affordable prisons that give the best opportunity for us to work with offenders to stop them committing more crimes when they leave”.

Sorry, I ran out of credit http://www.wildfirerhc.org/about/ greenstreet payday loans Justice Secretary Chris Grayling said while there had been some “difficult decisions” to make as part of the re-organisation of the prison estate, being carried out with the aim of saving £500m over four years, “we have to make sure that we have modern, affordable prisons that give the best opportunity for us to work with offenders to stop them committing more crimes when they leave”.

« 1 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 »

| Script by Alex