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-Mog� si� dosi���?
Rzuci�em jej pe�ne niech�ci spojrzenie, po czym mrukn��em niezbyt zach�caj�co:
-Skoro ju� musisz...
Przysiad�a si� delikatnie ko�o mnie, z gracj� unosz�c lekko p�aszcz. Potem zapad�a d�uga cisza, kt�rej najwyra�niej �adne z nas nie mia�o zamiaru przerywa�. W ko�cu Missel powiedzia�a, podnosz�c lekko g�os:
-Widzisz, Wiktorze, ja...Przepraszam ci� za wczorajsze...wczorajsz� k��tni�…
-Ach tak? –rzek�em ironicznie, maj�c dosy� ju� serdecznie ci�g�ych przeprosze�; czu�em si� jak dziecko, na kt�re najpierw si� wrzeszczy, a potem zbywa si� je byle czym, bo to si� komu� op�aca. Nie zd��y�em jednak rzuci� jej ci�tej odpowiedzi, bo przysz�� wymian� zda� przerwa� nam nie kto inny ni� profesor Hogwal, moja opiekunka domu a zarazem dyrektorka szko�y oraz nauczycielka Logiki Magii.
-Och, panna Norman oraz pan Krum...To dlatego pan tak si� opuszcza w lekcjach ostatnio- c�, nie mog� uczniom zabroni� zakochiwania si� w sobie...- powiedzia�a ze z�o�liwym u�miechem; od dawna wiem, �e babsztyl strasznie mnie nie lubi.
S�ysz�c te s�owa, gwa�townie wsta�em, czerwieni�c si�, i szybko zaprzeczy�em:
-My wcale si� w sobie nie zakochali�my, pani profesor! To czyste plotki i k�amstwa!
Tym razem to Missel wsta�a i rzuci�a mi mordercze spojrzenie:
-Ach, tak?
Obrzuci�em j� lodowatym wzrokiem od st�p od g��w i warkn��em:
-Tak!

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