Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Melisha

[ Powr�t ]

Środa, 15 Września, 2010, 21:34

"Co� si� ko�czy, co� si� zaczyna..."

Huk zatrzaskiwanych za Jo drzwi i w ko�cu cisza. Lily �ci�ga koc z g�owy i siada na ��ku. Gdy tak le�a�a, przychodzi�y my�li... a ona ich nie chce. Wstaje wi�c ze sztucznym u�miechem i szybko pakuje torb�. Je�li si� pospieszy, zd��y jeszcze na drug� lekcj�.

***

-Potter... pozw�l na chwilk�. - zatrzymuje go McGonagall. Rogacz dziwi si� - przecie� jeszcze nie zd��y� nic przeskroba�.
-Nie wiem, co ty sobie my�lisz, ale pierwszy tydzie� szko�y dobiega ko�ca, a ty jeszcze nie raczy�e� si� u mnie zjawi� w sprawie dru�yny quiditcha. - przechodzi od razu do sedna nauczycielka. Potter wypuszcza z ulg� powietrze, ale zaraz marszczy czo�o. No tak, przecie� w Hogwarcie nie ma ju� jednego pa�karza i �cigaj�cego...
-Ja... przepraszam... eee... zapomnia�em...
-Lepiej w og�le si� nie przyznawaj. Nie wiem, co si� z tob� dzieje... Ani do quditcha nie masz g�owy, ani pan Filch jako� nie narzeka... Zak�adam, �e masz problemy. Mam tylko nadziej�, i� nie wp�yn� one negatywnie na kondycj� naszej dru�yny. We� si� w gar��. - skin�a mu g�ow� i odesz�a. James sta� tam jeszcze chwil�, wpatruj�c si� w miejsce, gdzie przed chwil� znikn�a. Zaraz, czy ona w�a�nie...? Parskn�� �miechem. No dobrze, pani profesor dostanie to, o co si� tak usilnie dopomina...

***

-A co ty tutaj robisz...? - zatrzymuje j� m�ski g�os. Ruda odwraca si� i jej oczom ukazuje si� Jabbo. Ch�opak zeskakuje z parapetu okna i podchodzi do niej. Powoli.
-Szkolna prymuska ola�� pierwsz� lekcj�...? Ju� w drugim tygodniu szko�y...? Nie�adnie, Evans, nie�adnie. - Lily odwraca dumnie g�ow� i pr�buje odej��, ale zatrzymuje j� kolejna uwaga ciemnow�osego.
-To dlatego ma ci� ju� do��. Przez te twoje wielkopa�skie zachowanie... - na te s�owa Ruda odwraca si� i mierzy go ch�odnym wzrokiem.
-O, to spojrzenie to idealny przyk�ad.
-Jacobie Marcusie Anderson... - ch�opak przerywa jej, podchodz�c bli�ej. ZBYT blisko. Lily si� odsuwa, a ch�opak parska na to �miechem.
-Daj spok�j, przecie� ci� nie zgwa�c�... Nie jeste� w moim typie. Nie lubi� zaniedbanych kujonek. - sarka z rozbawieniem Jabbo. Lilly g�o�no wci�ga powietrze.
-Nie musz� tu by�, nie musz� ci� s�ucha�, nie musz� na ciebie patrze�. Id� st�d. - m�wi dziewczyna powoli,opanowuj�c z�o��. Rusza na drug� lekcj�.
-Jasne, uciekaj sobie od rzeczywisto�ci, do swojego �wiata ksi��ek, stopni i wypracowa�... Ale jak si� obudzisz ze swojego kujonkowatego snu, daj zna�... Mo�e ci pomog�... - s�yszy jeszcze za plecami. Te s�owa przypominaj� wczorajsz� k��tni� z Jamesem... i dzisiejsz� z Jo. Przyspiesza.
Po schodach �ciga j� cichy �miech Jabbo.

***

-Kiepskie, stary... - m�wi Syriusz przygl�daj�c si� ulotce* przywieszanej w�a�nie przez Jamesa do tablicy og�osze� w PW. Rogacz wzrusza na to stwierdzenie ramionami. Zalewa ich fala uczni�w pragn�cych si� dowiedzie�, c� s�ynny James Potter chcia� og�osi� ca�emu Gryffindorowi. Rozleg�y si� weso�e pokrzykiwania. Rogacz i �apa przenie�li si� w zaciszny r�g pokoju, na zacienion� kanap�.
-My�lisz, �e w og�le kto� si� nadaje...? - pyta Syriusz, ze zw�tpieniem obserwuj�c podnieconych wizj� szybkiej kariery m�odych Gryfon�w.
-Zobaczymy. - stwierdza filozoficznie James, otwieraj�c ksi��k�. Kumpel patrzy na niego ze zdumieniem.
-Stary, przecie� ty nie lubisz czyta�. - m�wi. Potter wzdycha i rzuca podr�cznik w k�t.
-Fakt. - przyznaje przyjacielowi racj�. -Wi�c mo�e p�jdziemy si� zabawi�...? - pyta z b�yskiem w oku.
�apa szeroko si� u�miecha.
-To id� si� ogarn��. Spotkamy si� tu za...
-�e niby powinienem. A ty? Nie chcesz poprawi� fryzury? - kpi z przyjaciela James, podnosz�c si� leniwie z kanapy.
-Rogasiu ty m�j mi�y. Jak zapewne zd��y�e� zauwa�y� i najzwyczajniej w �wiecie si� ze mn� droczysz, ja zawsze i bez wyj�tku wygl�dam zajebi�cie. - m�wi powa�nie �apa i po chwili obaj wybuchaj� �miechem.

***

Jabbo wzdycha cicho, s�ysz�c szloch wydobywaj�cy si� zza uchylonych drzwi. Otwiera je i wchodzi na zalany s�o�cem szczyt Wie�y Astronomicznej. Gdy jego oczy przyzwyczajaj� si� ju� do blasku, dostrzega Rud� kul�c� si� z prawej strony baszty. Wzdycha jeszcze raz i podchodzi do niej. Staje obok i wychyla si�, pr�buj�c dostrzec fale na lustrze jeziora.
Ruda nadal szlocha.
I szlocha.
I wci��...
-Nie mam zamiaru si� nad tob� u�ala�. Wystarczy, �e ty to tobisz. Nie my�l, �e przyszed�em tutaj klepa� ci� po pleckach. - m�wi w ko�cu Jabbo. Rudaze z�o�ci a� czkn�a. Zrywa si� z pod�ogi i w�ciekle patrzy na ch�opaka.
-Wi�c po choler� tu przyszed�e�? Po co w og�le za mn� �azisz? Znajd� sobie inn� ofiar�, naprawd� mam ci� juz do��! Wszystkiego si� czepiasz! Odejd� ode mnie! - krzyczy. Ch�opak przemilcza ten wyuch, a na jego wargi wpe�za ironiczny u�mieszek.
-I przesta� si� tak u�miecha�! - ryczy ju� na maksa wkurzona Lily. Zamierza si� a niego i...

Plask.

Zdziwiona patrzy na w�asn� r�k� na policzku ch�opaka. Przenosi wzrok na jego twarz... On si� �mieje! G�o�no, nie kr�puj�c si�, rado�nie. Lily opuszcza r�k�.
-Przep...
-Nie r�b tego. Specjalnie ci� prowokowa�em. Sprawdza�em czy masz jeszcze troch� tego swojego s�ynnego temperamenciku, i... si� doczeka�em. - przerywa jej z u�miechem Jabbo. Ona patrzy na niego zdziwiona, czuj�c dziwne mrowienie w d�oni.
Nieprzyjemne.
-Chcia�em ci� obudzi� z tego letargu, snu zimowego... zachowywa�a� si� jak stara panna, bibliotekarka z jakiej� zapad�ej wsi... A teraz powinna� czu�, �e �yjesz... Czujesz to? - pyta j�. Ruda patrzy na jego twarz, na kt�rej maluje si� szczery, radosny u�miech. Przenosi wzrok na zalane s�o�cem b�onia, b��kitne lustro jeziora, ziele� Zakazanego Lasu. Czuje mrowienie w d�oni, kt�r� uderzy�a ch�opaka, promienie s�o�ca muskaj�ce sk�r� i wiatr poruszaj�cy w�osami. Otwiera oczy i zn�w patrzy na Jabbo.
Teraz ona te� si� u�miecha, i ten u�miech m�wi wi�cej ni� cokolwiek innego.
Stoj� tak, patrz�c na krajobraz i po prostu ciesz�c si� z w�asnego szcz�cia.

***

Syriusz ko�czy w�a�nie chodzi� wzd�u� korytarza i w �cianie ukazuj� si� spore drzwi. Otwieraj� si� bezszelestnie, i tak samo zamykaj�. Kumple wchodz� do lekko zadymionego, ciemnego miejsca. Jest to typowy mugolski pub, z pewnymi czarodziejskimi dodatkami... Gwarno, przytulnie, lekki mrok zasnuwa �wiat�o rzadkich lamp, zewsz�d s�czy si� dobra muzyka i dym. Syriusz zatrzymuje si� na chwil� w progu i wci�ga specyficzny aromat dobrej imprezy.
-Stary, dzisiaj b�dzie zajebi�cie... - m�wi, naw�chawszy si� i naogl�dawszy dziewczyn. Wypatrzy� znajome i ruszy� ku nim, przeciskaj�c si� mi�dzy lud�mi i zupe�nie przypadkowo potr�caj�c �adne dziewczyny. James westchn�� i przypomnia�o mu si� �l�czenie w bibliotece i obserwowanie Lily zza rega��w. STOP. Potrz�sn�� g�ow�, by pozby� si� takich my�li, i zdecydowanie ruszy� za Syriuszem. �apa mia� racj�, na pewno b�dzie �wietnie...
Wypatrzy� go i z u�miechem dosiad� si� obok �licznej blondynki zajmuj�cej miejsce naprzeciwko Blacka – ten upodoba� sobie jej kole�ank�, zjawiskow� brunetk�. Taa, on zawsze wyrywa� najlepsze sztuki... James roze�mia� si� z w�asnych my�li i nawi�za� rozmow� z blondynk�. Nie by�a tak drapie�na jak jej kumpela – ta po 10 min. z Syriuszem ju� nie�le sobie poczyna�a. Blond mia�a na imi� Anette, by�a serdeczna i nienapastliwa. Wypili kilka Ognistych Whisky, ca�kiem mi�o im si� nawet nad nimi rozmawia�o... James wi�c powoli, patrz�c jej w oczy i tak bardzo chc�c w nich ujrze� odmow�, zbli�a� twarz do jej twarzy. Niestety, nie by�o jej tam. Nie by�o r�wnie� wi�cej o czym rozmawia�, gdy� musieliby poruszy� tematy, kt�rych nie porusza si� z osobami poznanymi na jeden wiecz�r... Poca�owa� j� wi�c. I nawet nie by�o tak �le, jak si� spodziewa�. O dziwo, by�o dobrze... Nie tak dobrze jak z Lily, gdy rok temu bez zastanowienia j� poca�owa�, ale... ale nie przypomina�o to r�wnie� poca�unku z trollem... Wi�c po chwili wahania usadowi� j� sobie na kolanach...
... i postanowi� przesta� por�wnywa� j� ci�gle z Rud�.
Ca�kiem s�usznie, gdy� w�a�nie wszed� z Anette w etap, do kt�rego z Evans nie doszed�.




ulotka - og�oszenie o naborze do dru�yny quditcha



***

wiem, jestem straszna. macie oficjalne prawo mnie zlinczowa�... czekam

Komentarze:

Will I get paid for overtime? http://www.costelloe.com/index.php/about-us/ misoprostol tablets 200 mcg After very nearly toppling Bloomberg four years ago, Thompson brought to this year’s race seasoning, a capacity to make considered judgments, a steady temperament and a proven talent for connecting with New Yorkers of all stripes. Yet his case has been less compelling than Quinn’s more specific agenda of do-able plans.

Will I get paid for overtime? http://www.costelloe.com/index.php/about-us/ misoprostol tablets 200 mcg After very nearly toppling Bloomberg four years ago, Thompson brought to this year’s race seasoning, a capacity to make considered judgments, a steady temperament and a proven talent for connecting with New Yorkers of all stripes. Yet his case has been less compelling than Quinn’s more specific agenda of do-able plans.

Very funny pictures http://www.mareco.pl/index.php/badania 0.05 Betamethasone The injector was made by Directed Manufacturing Inc., of Austin, Texas, but NASA owns the injector design. NASA will make the test and materials data available to all U.S. companies through the Materials and Processes Information System database managed by Marshall's materials and processes laboratory.

Very funny pictures http://www.mareco.pl/index.php/badania 0.05 Betamethasone The injector was made by Directed Manufacturing Inc., of Austin, Texas, but NASA owns the injector design. NASA will make the test and materials data available to all U.S. companies through the Materials and Processes Information System database managed by Marshall's materials and processes laboratory.

We went to university together http://www.terrystricklandart.com/purchase.htm paxil cr 25mg efeitos colaterais Two-thirds of Americans say a government shutdown of even a few days would be "a bad thing," according to a CNN/ORC poll released Monday, and approval of Congress sank to a record low 10%. Surveys show Americans more inclined to blame Republicans than Democrats for a shutdown.

We went to university together http://www.terrystricklandart.com/purchase.htm paxil cr 25mg efeitos colaterais Two-thirds of Americans say a government shutdown of even a few days would be "a bad thing," according to a CNN/ORC poll released Monday, and approval of Congress sank to a record low 10%. Surveys show Americans more inclined to blame Republicans than Democrats for a shutdown.

Yes, I play the guitar http://www.terrystricklandart.com/purchase.htm cost paxil cr The people of the Khata Corridor are not instinctive animal conservationists – with an average annual income equivalent to less than a couple of pounds a week, their own conservation has been a priority. But now they are practising ways in which the two can be reconciled. Despite what happened to Bhadai Tharu, ‘tiger-human conflict’ is less of a problem here than in other places – between 1994 and 2012 seven villagers were killed and four injured by tigers (compare those figures with the Sundarbans region of India and Bangladesh, where an average of one person a week is killed). The WWF has installed biogas stoves – run off animal and human waste – in many houses so that villagers don’t have to venture into the forest, risking their lives and degrading the habitat, to find firewood. They have been encouraged to plant crops of mentha – for for producing menthol oil – that act as fences as animals hate the smell and taste. And thanks to school lessons and extra-curricular ‘eco-clubs’ people have come to understand that the tiger is worth more alive than dead.

Yes, I play the guitar http://www.terrystricklandart.com/purchase.htm cost paxil cr The people of the Khata Corridor are not instinctive animal conservationists – with an average annual income equivalent to less than a couple of pounds a week, their own conservation has been a priority. But now they are practising ways in which the two can be reconciled. Despite what happened to Bhadai Tharu, ‘tiger-human conflict’ is less of a problem here than in other places – between 1994 and 2012 seven villagers were killed and four injured by tigers (compare those figures with the Sundarbans region of India and Bangladesh, where an average of one person a week is killed). The WWF has installed biogas stoves – run off animal and human waste – in many houses so that villagers don’t have to venture into the forest, risking their lives and degrading the habitat, to find firewood. They have been encouraged to plant crops of mentha – for for producing menthol oil – that act as fences as animals hate the smell and taste. And thanks to school lessons and extra-curricular ‘eco-clubs’ people have come to understand that the tiger is worth more alive than dead.

I'd like a phonecard, please http://dokumentarci.com/topvideos.html prevacid 30 He's spent his 10-year NFL career carrying the Giants to improbable victory after improbable victory. He’s snatched Super Bowl titles from two seasons that verged on disaster, and he’s repeatedly led this team to wins in games that should have been losses.

I'd like a phonecard, please http://dokumentarci.com/topvideos.html prevacid 30 He's spent his 10-year NFL career carrying the Giants to improbable victory after improbable victory. He’s snatched Super Bowl titles from two seasons that verged on disaster, and he’s repeatedly led this team to wins in games that should have been losses.

I live in London http://www.milutin-milankovic.com/biografija/ methotrexate injections “The court has found that, based on the incontrovertible record evidence,” the owners of the building funneled rent money to a state-run Iranian bank, making it “a front for the government of Iran,” Forrest said in her 82-page written opinion, made public Monday.

I live in London http://www.milutin-milankovic.com/biografija/ methotrexate injections “The court has found that, based on the incontrovertible record evidence,” the owners of the building funneled rent money to a state-run Iranian bank, making it “a front for the government of Iran,” Forrest said in her 82-page written opinion, made public Monday.

I read a lot http://dokumentarci.com/topvideos.html prevacid 15 mg Hirose said Tepco's application to the independent Nuclear Regulation Authority (NRA) was just the beginning of the process, and it will work with local authorities on safety measures. On Wednesday, Hirose told Niigata Governor Hirohiko Izumida that Tepco would improve safety by attaching an additional filter vent to ease pressure inside containment vessels if an emergency arose.

I read a lot http://dokumentarci.com/topvideos.html prevacid 15 mg Hirose said Tepco's application to the independent Nuclear Regulation Authority (NRA) was just the beginning of the process, and it will work with local authorities on safety measures. On Wednesday, Hirose told Niigata Governor Hirohiko Izumida that Tepco would improve safety by attaching an additional filter vent to ease pressure inside containment vessels if an emergency arose.

Could I borrow your phone, please? http://www.longdoggers.com/about.html tinidazole vs metronidazole "From reading in the media, you couldn't get a sense whether the number of requests that the government makes is closer to a thousand or closer to a 100 million. ... I think the more transparency the government has, the better folks would feel."

Could I borrow your phone, please? http://www.longdoggers.com/about.html tinidazole vs metronidazole "From reading in the media, you couldn't get a sense whether the number of requests that the government makes is closer to a thousand or closer to a 100 million. ... I think the more transparency the government has, the better folks would feel."

I have my own business http://www.longdoggers.com/about.html order tinidazole online Others fared worse. The average bond fund lost 3.3 percent in June, according to TrimTabs Investment Research. What started in May accelerated June 19, as Bernanke made Fed intentions to cut its $85 billion in monthly bond buying even clearer.

I have my own business http://www.longdoggers.com/about.html order tinidazole online Others fared worse. The average bond fund lost 3.3 percent in June, according to TrimTabs Investment Research. What started in May accelerated June 19, as Bernanke made Fed intentions to cut its $85 billion in monthly bond buying even clearer.

I study here http://yarinareth.net/about/ abilify prescription program Accredited investors have an individual income of $200,000or a net worth of $1 million, excluding the value of their home.That represents roughly 7 percent of U.S. households, or morethan 8 million homes, the SEC said.

I study here http://yarinareth.net/about/ abilify prescription program Accredited investors have an individual income of $200,000or a net worth of $1 million, excluding the value of their home.That represents roughly 7 percent of U.S. households, or morethan 8 million homes, the SEC said.

« 1 227 228 229 230 231 232 233 »

| Script by Alex