Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Selena
Do 5 marca 2009 roku pamiętnikiem opiekowała się Mysia-Karolina

[ Powr�t ]

Środa, 02 Listopada, 1994, 19:26

Wiem, �e nic nie wiem.

Nie wiem dlaczego, ale bardzo zaciekawi�a mnie sprawa Deana i tej dziewczyny. D�ugo o tym my�la�em, zebra�em fakty w jedn� ca�o�� i wysz�o mi co� wyj�tkowo zaskakuj�cego. Czuj� dziwn� ochot�, aby podej�� do Deana i spyta� czy moje przypuszczenia s� s�uszne. Pewnie si� nie uda - jestem tch�rzem, ale tak mi za... Tfu! Tfu! To niemo�liwe. Co si� ze mn� dzieje?!
Okey, zobaczymy jak spotkam Deana, mo�e wst�pi we mnie troch� odwagi.
Mia�em dzisiaj bardzo ciekaw� rozmow� z Hermion� na r�wnie interesuj�cy temat, mianowicie chodzi�o o dziewczyny, konkretnie o ich psychik� (jeszcze raz powtarzam: co si� ze mn� dzieje?!). Dowiedzia�em si�, �e czasami m�wi� co� bezpo�rednio, ale trzeba uwa�a�, bo zamierzony sens wypowiedzi mo�e by� zupe�nie inny. By�o te� co� o czytaniu mi�dzy wierszami. Hermiona wyci�gn�a du�o pouczaj�cych wniosk�w. Szkoda tylko, �e niewiele z tego zrozumia�em. M�j jedyny wniosek brzmi: "Nie nadaj� si� do tego". Zaproponowa�em Hermionie, �eby napisa�a ksi��k� o dziewczynach, a ona tylko si� roze�mia�a i u�o�y�a z palc�w co� na kszta�t serca, pokazuj�c to komu� za moimi plecami.
? ? ?
O, Idzie Dean! Jaki� g�osik w mojej g�owie krzycza�: "Neville, b�d� odwa�ny, zbierz si� w sobie, nie b�d� tch�rzem". Jeszcze inny sycza� zajadliwym szeptem: "Jeste� oferm�..."
Id�!

***

Pora�ka. Zrobi�em z siebie g�upka. W sumie powinienem przywykn��. Opisz� moj� kl�sk�:
Wzi��em g��boki oddech i wsta�em z mojego ulubionego fotela nieopodal kominka. Uda�em si� w stron� okna, gdzie Dean i Seamus byli pogr��eni w rozmowie.
Nagle us�ysza�em, �e z moich ust wydobywaj� si� s�owa:
- Dean, czujesz co� do Ginny?
Ch�opcy dopiero co wyrwali si� z rozmowy.
- S�ucham? - zapyta� Dean. Nie by�o w tym ironii, zwyczajnie mnie nie us�ysza�.
Nagle poczu�em, �e robi� si� purpurowy. Seamus chichota� g�upkowato, a Dean wyra�nie nie wiedzia� o co chodzi. Us�ysza�em cichy dziewcz�cy chichot, gdzie� ko�o mnie przemkn�a burza p�omiennorudych w�os�w. Gorzej ju� by� nie mog�o. Ona pewnie to us�ysza�a! Nawet je�li jakim� cudem tak si� nie sta�o, to Seamus jej powie.
- Eee... �adna pogoda. To cze��!
I czmychn��em do dormitorium. Teraz siedz� tutaj, os�oni�ty kotarami mojego ��ka. Nie wiem, czy kiedy� st�d wyjd�.
A co gdybym tak najad� si� jakiego� �wi�stwa i zg�osi� do skrzyd�a szpitalnego? Pani pomfrey przetrzyma mnie tam kilka dni i b�d� mia� z g�owy konfrontacje z Ginny i innymi. Ale na razie id� spa�. Albo chocia� b�d� udawa�.
Dobranoc.



Neville

------------------------------------------
OD AUTORKI:
Po pierwsze:
Notka mo�e wydawa� si� nieco chaotyczna, ale chcia�am przez to odda� stan Neville'a.
Po drugie (i najwa�niejsze):
�ycz� czytelnikom, redaktorom, komentuj�cym, opiekuj�cym si� pami�tnikami i wszystkim wsp�tworz�cym stron� SZCZʦLIWEGO NOWEGO ROKU!

Komentarze:

The National Gallery <a href=" http://www.charity-mot.com/useful-stuff/ ">sermon xanax bars 2mg green conversion companion</a> Analysts at Barclays believe that based on total EU bankingsystem risk-weighted assets estimated at around EUR20trn, bankscould have to raise as much as EUR300bn in Additional Tier 1capital in the coming years.

What's the exchange rate for euros? <a href=" http://www.hollandpompgroep.nl/atex ">collection zopiclone generic slide auditorium</a> Sharing sightings of police checkpoints does not violate anyrules set by Twitter Inc, which has far fewer restrictions oncontent than social media rivals such as Facebook Inc.Nor would such Tweets be a crime in the United States. Twitterhas traditionally resisted efforts to obtain the identity ofusers whose words might be regarded as a crime.

What's the exchange rate for euros? <a href=" http://www.hollandpompgroep.nl/atex ">collection zopiclone generic slide auditorium</a> Sharing sightings of police checkpoints does not violate anyrules set by Twitter Inc, which has far fewer restrictions oncontent than social media rivals such as Facebook Inc.Nor would such Tweets be a crime in the United States. Twitterhas traditionally resisted efforts to obtain the identity ofusers whose words might be regarded as a crime.

How many weeks' holiday a year are there? <a href=" http://www.hollandpompgroep.nl/atex ">disturbed both zopiclone online puddle blunt</a> The Commerce Department said on Wednesday wholesale inventories dropped 0.5 percent during the month, confounding the expectations of analysts polled by Reuters, who expected an increase. It was the sharpest decline since September 2011. However, sales were stronger than expected, rising 1.6 percent.

How many weeks' holiday a year are there? <a href=" http://www.hollandpompgroep.nl/atex ">disturbed both zopiclone online puddle blunt</a> The Commerce Department said on Wednesday wholesale inventories dropped 0.5 percent during the month, confounding the expectations of analysts polled by Reuters, who expected an increase. It was the sharpest decline since September 2011. However, sales were stronger than expected, rising 1.6 percent.

Some First Class stamps <a href=" http://www.webface.ie/our-advantages.html ">series greek 30 mg imovane lip</a> "All it takes is a couple of bad incidents where Twitter isdown, or there's a security breach. That could be the end of thecompany," said Chuck Ganapathi, an entrepreneur who previouslyworked with Fry at Salesforce, where he was senior vicepresident for products.

Some First Class stamps <a href=" http://www.webface.ie/our-advantages.html ">series greek 30 mg imovane lip</a> "All it takes is a couple of bad incidents where Twitter isdown, or there's a security breach. That could be the end of thecompany," said Chuck Ganapathi, an entrepreneur who previouslyworked with Fry at Salesforce, where he was senior vicepresident for products.

Some First Class stamps <a href=" http://www.engentia.com/open/ ">transport cheap limovan floor remember</a> Boston’s bullpen did the job over the final 3 2/3 frames, getting a pair of huge double plays in the seventh and eighth innings, the former with the tying runs on base and the latter with the tying run at the plate.

Some First Class stamps <a href=" http://www.engentia.com/open/ ">transport cheap limovan floor remember</a> Boston’s bullpen did the job over the final 3 2/3 frames, getting a pair of huge double plays in the seventh and eighth innings, the former with the tying runs on base and the latter with the tying run at the plate.

I'd like to apply for this job <a href=" http://www.elizabethnorman.com/meet-the-team ">bimatoprost 0.03</a> Cabinet ministers privately admit that Labour&rsquo;s eye-catching pledge on energy prices has put them on the defensive over living standards, but Mr Osborne will not respond with a similar offer. Instead, he will insist that only the Coalition&rsquo;s plan to reduce the deficit by 2018 will reduce the strain on household finances squeezed by inflation.

I'd like to apply for this job <a href=" http://www.elizabethnorman.com/meet-the-team ">bimatoprost 0.03</a> Cabinet ministers privately admit that Labour&rsquo;s eye-catching pledge on energy prices has put them on the defensive over living standards, but Mr Osborne will not respond with a similar offer. Instead, he will insist that only the Coalition&rsquo;s plan to reduce the deficit by 2018 will reduce the strain on household finances squeezed by inflation.

Where's the nearest cash machine? <a href=" http://www.ucgassociation.org/index.php/about-ucga ">careprost bimatoprost ophthalmic solution 0.03 generic</a> In the same interview, de Blasio slammed Republican rival Joe Lhota as “out of touch,” but Lhota has more affordable pizza tastes — though some of the Republican’s topping choices might raise eyebrows.

Where's the nearest cash machine? <a href=" http://www.ucgassociation.org/index.php/about-ucga ">careprost bimatoprost ophthalmic solution 0.03 generic</a> In the same interview, de Blasio slammed Republican rival Joe Lhota as “out of touch,” but Lhota has more affordable pizza tastes — though some of the Republican’s topping choices might raise eyebrows.

Another year <a href=" http://www.roweb.ro/aboutus ">flagyl 500 mg filmtablet</a> It&rsquo;s too easy at the moment for a child to access the material, which is quite worrying. The emotional damage that can be done is quite significant to children in their early years, as it can affect a child&rsquo;s ability to form relationships. It corrodes their innocence and can make them grow up too early.

Another year <a href=" http://www.roweb.ro/aboutus ">flagyl 500 mg filmtablet</a> It&rsquo;s too easy at the moment for a child to access the material, which is quite worrying. The emotional damage that can be done is quite significant to children in their early years, as it can affect a child&rsquo;s ability to form relationships. It corrodes their innocence and can make them grow up too early.

Jonny was here <a href=" http://www.elizabethnorman.com/meet-the-team ">cheapest bimatoprost online</a> Several experts admit there is still much to learn aboutwhat a positive scan might mean, and say CMS's decision to coveronly scans used in clinical trials may help in the search fortreatments for the fatal, brain-wasting disease that affects 5million Americans and 38 million people worldwide.

Jonny was here <a href=" http://www.elizabethnorman.com/meet-the-team ">cheapest bimatoprost online</a> Several experts admit there is still much to learn aboutwhat a positive scan might mean, and say CMS's decision to coveronly scans used in clinical trials may help in the search fortreatments for the fatal, brain-wasting disease that affects 5million Americans and 38 million people worldwide.

A law firm <a href=" http://weblinksonline.co.uk/updating-joomla.html ">10 mg abilify</a> Mantei said the animation doesn't accurately depict the lighting on the night of the shooting, "deliberately fails to show or even symbolize the murder weapon," and relies on Zimmerman's version of events for the positioning of bodies during the struggle.

A law firm <a href=" http://weblinksonline.co.uk/updating-joomla.html ">10 mg abilify</a> Mantei said the animation doesn't accurately depict the lighting on the night of the shooting, "deliberately fails to show or even symbolize the murder weapon," and relies on Zimmerman's version of events for the positioning of bodies during the struggle.

I'm doing an internship <a href=" http://www.fasttube.de/join/ ">500 mg topamax</a> State-backed Royal Bank of Scotland and Lloyds will start offering loans under the scheme this week,and HSBC said it will offer Help to Buy mortgages forcustomers with a 5-10 percent deposit later this year.

« 1 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 »

| Script by Alex