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Środa, 02 Listopada, 1994, 19:26

Wiem, �e nic nie wiem.

Nie wiem dlaczego, ale bardzo zaciekawi�a mnie sprawa Deana i tej dziewczyny. D�ugo o tym my�la�em, zebra�em fakty w jedn� ca�o�� i wysz�o mi co� wyj�tkowo zaskakuj�cego. Czuj� dziwn� ochot�, aby podej�� do Deana i spyta� czy moje przypuszczenia s� s�uszne. Pewnie si� nie uda - jestem tch�rzem, ale tak mi za... Tfu! Tfu! To niemo�liwe. Co si� ze mn� dzieje?!
Okey, zobaczymy jak spotkam Deana, mo�e wst�pi we mnie troch� odwagi.
Mia�em dzisiaj bardzo ciekaw� rozmow� z Hermion� na r�wnie interesuj�cy temat, mianowicie chodzi�o o dziewczyny, konkretnie o ich psychik� (jeszcze raz powtarzam: co si� ze mn� dzieje?!). Dowiedzia�em si�, �e czasami m�wi� co� bezpo�rednio, ale trzeba uwa�a�, bo zamierzony sens wypowiedzi mo�e by� zupe�nie inny. By�o te� co� o czytaniu mi�dzy wierszami. Hermiona wyci�gn�a du�o pouczaj�cych wniosk�w. Szkoda tylko, �e niewiele z tego zrozumia�em. M�j jedyny wniosek brzmi: "Nie nadaj� si� do tego". Zaproponowa�em Hermionie, �eby napisa�a ksi��k� o dziewczynach, a ona tylko si� roze�mia�a i u�o�y�a z palc�w co� na kszta�t serca, pokazuj�c to komu� za moimi plecami.
? ? ?
O, Idzie Dean! Jaki� g�osik w mojej g�owie krzycza�: "Neville, b�d� odwa�ny, zbierz si� w sobie, nie b�d� tch�rzem". Jeszcze inny sycza� zajadliwym szeptem: "Jeste� oferm�..."
Id�!

***

Pora�ka. Zrobi�em z siebie g�upka. W sumie powinienem przywykn��. Opisz� moj� kl�sk�:
Wzi��em g��boki oddech i wsta�em z mojego ulubionego fotela nieopodal kominka. Uda�em si� w stron� okna, gdzie Dean i Seamus byli pogr��eni w rozmowie.
Nagle us�ysza�em, �e z moich ust wydobywaj� si� s�owa:
- Dean, czujesz co� do Ginny?
Ch�opcy dopiero co wyrwali si� z rozmowy.
- S�ucham? - zapyta� Dean. Nie by�o w tym ironii, zwyczajnie mnie nie us�ysza�.
Nagle poczu�em, �e robi� si� purpurowy. Seamus chichota� g�upkowato, a Dean wyra�nie nie wiedzia� o co chodzi. Us�ysza�em cichy dziewcz�cy chichot, gdzie� ko�o mnie przemkn�a burza p�omiennorudych w�os�w. Gorzej ju� by� nie mog�o. Ona pewnie to us�ysza�a! Nawet je�li jakim� cudem tak si� nie sta�o, to Seamus jej powie.
- Eee... �adna pogoda. To cze��!
I czmychn��em do dormitorium. Teraz siedz� tutaj, os�oni�ty kotarami mojego ��ka. Nie wiem, czy kiedy� st�d wyjd�.
A co gdybym tak najad� si� jakiego� �wi�stwa i zg�osi� do skrzyd�a szpitalnego? Pani pomfrey przetrzyma mnie tam kilka dni i b�d� mia� z g�owy konfrontacje z Ginny i innymi. Ale na razie id� spa�. Albo chocia� b�d� udawa�.
Dobranoc.



Neville

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OD AUTORKI:
Po pierwsze:
Notka mo�e wydawa� si� nieco chaotyczna, ale chcia�am przez to odda� stan Neville'a.
Po drugie (i najwa�niejsze):
�ycz� czytelnikom, redaktorom, komentuj�cym, opiekuj�cym si� pami�tnikami i wszystkim wsp�tworz�cym stron� SZCZʦLIWEGO NOWEGO ROKU!

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