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Środa, 02 Listopada, 1994, 19:26

Wiem, ¿e nic nie wiem.

Nie wiem dlaczego, ale bardzo zaciekawi³a mnie sprawa Deana i tej dziewczyny. D³ugo o tym my¶la³em, zebra³em fakty w jedn± ca³o¶æ i wysz³o mi co¶ wyj±tkowo zaskakuj±cego. Czujê dziwn± ochotê, aby podej¶æ do Deana i spytaæ czy moje przypuszczenia s± s³uszne. Pewnie siê nie uda - jestem tchórzem, ale tak mi za... Tfu! Tfu! To niemo¿liwe. Co siê ze mn± dzieje?!
Okey, zobaczymy jak spotkam Deana, mo¿e wst±pi we mnie trochê odwagi.
Mia³em dzisiaj bardzo ciekaw± rozmowê z Hermion± na równie interesuj±cy temat, mianowicie chodzi³o o dziewczyny, konkretnie o ich psychikê (jeszcze raz powtarzam: co siê ze mn± dzieje?!). Dowiedzia³em siê, ¿e czasami mówi± co¶ bezpo¶rednio, ale trzeba uwa¿aæ, bo zamierzony sens wypowiedzi mo¿e byæ zupe³nie inny. By³o te¿ co¶ o czytaniu miêdzy wierszami. Hermiona wyci±gnê³a du¿o pouczaj±cych wniosków. Szkoda tylko, ¿e niewiele z tego zrozumia³em. Mój jedyny wniosek brzmi: "Nie nadajê siê do tego". Zaproponowa³em Hermionie, ¿eby napisa³a ksi±¿kê o dziewczynach, a ona tylko siê roze¶mia³a i u³o¿y³a z palców co¶ na kszta³t serca, pokazuj±c to komu¶ za moimi plecami.
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O, Idzie Dean! Jaki¶ g³osik w mojej g³owie krzycza³: "Neville, b±d¼ odwa¿ny, zbierz siê w sobie, nie b±d¼ tchórzem". Jeszcze inny sycza³ zajadliwym szeptem: "Jeste¶ oferm±..."
Idê!

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Pora¿ka. Zrobi³em z siebie g³upka. W sumie powinienem przywykn±æ. Opiszê moj± klêskê:
Wzi±³em g³êboki oddech i wsta³em z mojego ulubionego fotela nieopodal kominka. Uda³em siê w stronê okna, gdzie Dean i Seamus byli pogr±¿eni w rozmowie.
Nagle us³ysza³em, ¿e z moich ust wydobywaj± siê s³owa:
- Dean, czujesz co¶ do Ginny?
Ch³opcy dopiero co wyrwali siê z rozmowy.
- S³ucham? - zapyta³ Dean. Nie by³o w tym ironii, zwyczajnie mnie nie us³ysza³.
Nagle poczu³em, ¿e robiê siê purpurowy. Seamus chichota³ g³upkowato, a Dean wyra¼nie nie wiedzia³ o co chodzi. Us³ysza³em cichy dziewczêcy chichot, gdzie¶ ko³o mnie przemknê³a burza p³omiennorudych w³osów. Gorzej ju¿ byæ nie mog³o. Ona pewnie to us³ysza³a! Nawet je¶li jakim¶ cudem tak siê nie sta³o, to Seamus jej powie.
- Eee... £adna pogoda. To cze¶æ!
I czmychn±³em do dormitorium. Teraz siedzê tutaj, os³oniêty kotarami mojego ³ó¿ka. Nie wiem, czy kiedy¶ st±d wyjdê.
A co gdybym tak najad³ siê jakiego¶ ¶wiñstwa i zg³osi³ do skrzyd³a szpitalnego? Pani pomfrey przetrzyma mnie tam kilka dni i bêdê mia³ z g³owy konfrontacje z Ginny i innymi. Ale na razie idê spaæ. Albo chocia¿ bêdê udawa³.
Dobranoc.



Neville

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OD AUTORKI:
Po pierwsze:
Notka mo¿e wydawaæ siê nieco chaotyczna, ale chcia³am przez to oddaæ stan Neville'a.
Po drugie (i najwa¿niejsze):
¯yczê czytelnikom, redaktorom, komentuj±cym, opiekuj±cym siê pamiêtnikami i wszystkim wspó³tworz±cym stronê SZCZʦLIWEGO NOWEGO ROKU!

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