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Ciekawie... Jak zawsze;P.

-Pobi�a� sw�j rekord. – mrukn�a Maggie spogl�daj�c na zegarek. – Sp�dzi�a� w �azience ca�e siedem i p� minuty.
-Widzisz, jak si� chce to mo�na. – powiedzia�am z u�miechem trzymaj�c r�d�k� nad g�ow� i susz�c sobie w�osy ciep�ym strumieniem powietrza.

Po chwili do��czy�y�my do grupki starszych Krukon�w i ruszy�y�my na d�.
Jednak m�j odzyskany humor prys� wraz z pojawieniem si� w Wielkiej Sali. W�a�nie wtedy zobaczy�am Dereka i t� pind�…
-Padma, wyluzuj, ok? – szepn�a z niepokojem Mag gdy poczu�a jak lekko drgn�am widz�c ich razem.
-Jasne. – mrukn�am przez zaci�ni�te z�by.
Postanowi�am, �e pogadam z Ronem, albo chocia� spr�buj�. Ruszy�am hardo przed siebie a� tu nagle:
-Deri (co to za zdrobnienie na gacie Merlina!?), czy to nie tamta histeryczka? Ta Twoja ex?
Stan�am nagle i odwr�ci�am si� do nich. Czy ja si� przes�ysza�am „ex”???
Nawet nie wiem jak to si� sta�o… Prawie nie czu�am, �e Maggie szarpie mnie za r�kaw p�aszcza, �e m�wi gor�czkowo jakie� niewyra�ne s�owa. Wszystko by�o dla mnie w tym momencie bez warto�ci. Liczy�a si� tylko ta dw�jka i ja… Podesz�am do tej… *** do niej i powiedzia�am z krzywym u�miechem:
-M�wi�a� co� na m�j temat czy mo�e si� przes�ysza�am?
-S�ucham…? – odpowiedzia� mi ten skrzecz�cy g�osik. Derek sta� obok niej jak s�up soli, wida� by� troch� zmieszany, a Sonia traci�a resztki pewno�ci siebie pod naciskiem mojego spojrzenia.
-Masz problemy ze s�uchem? Zapyta�am czy co� m�wi�a�, bo wydawa�o mi si� �e tak i to co� bardzo mylnego.
-Ale to prawda. – rzek�a nagle z g�upkowatym chichotem. – Prawda Deri? Histeryczka…
Moja r�d�ka momentalnie znalaz�a si� w mojej d�oni.
- S�uchaj dziecinko, nie znasz mnie i NIE �YCZ� SOBIE �eby� otwiera�a swoj� jadaczk� po to by rozpowiada� g�upoty na m�j temat. NAWET – prawie krzykn�am widz�c jak otwiera usta �eby mi przerwa� – NAWET je�li ON ci o tym powiedzia�! I przyjmij do wiadomo�ci, �e to nie by� m�j ch�opak! I NIGDY nie b�dzie! Bo m�j facet nie mo�e by� sko�czonym DUPKIEM! – to ostatnie zdanie powiedzia�am wprost do Dereka.
[nawet jak teraz przypomninam sobie to wydarzenie nie wiem co on wtedy my�la�… jego wyraz twarzy by� prawie ca�kiem nieprzenikniony]
Podczas naszej wymiany zda� obok pojawi� si� ca�kiem spory t�umek obserwuj�cy t� scen�.
-On nie jest dupkiem! Jak �miesz go tak nazywa�! – odkrzykn�a Sonia.
- Jest i ja o tym wiem najlepiej!
-Petrifi…
-Expelliarmus!!!
R�d�ka Soni poszybowa�a ze �wistem za ni�. Nie da�a za wygran�, podbieg�a w miejsce gdzie wyrzuci�o j� moje zakl�cie.
-Petrificus…
Jednak ja by�am szybsza. Dziewczyna nie zd��y�a doko�czy� formu�y zakl�cia gdy ja wykrzykn�am t� sam� formu��. Sonia pad�a z hukiem na posadzk�. Pod si�� zakl�cia przetoczy�a si� jeszcze par� metr�w dalej.
Par� os�b g�ucho krzykn�o, inni co� szeptali. Ale mi szumia�o w uszach tak, �e nie mog�am nic zrozumie�.
Derek nie podbieg� do Soni, sta� i patrzy� na mnie tym swoim dziwnym wzrokiem. Niestety ju� nie takim jak kiedy�: ciep�ym i przyjacielskim. Co� dobrego w nim zgin�o… Czu�am przez chwil� jakby by� mi ca�kiem obcym cz�owiekiem. Przed oczami mign�o mi par� scen naszych wsp�lnie sp�dzonych dni i tygodni… �zy nap�yn�y mi do oczu. I nagle poczu�am, �e kto� chwyta mnie za moj� zimn�, spocon� i dr��c� jeszcze d�o�.
Maggie poci�gn�a mnie za sob�, kieruj�c si� ku Drzwiom Wej�ciowym. Wysz�y�my na b�onia w�r�d og�lnego szumu ludzkich g�os�w…


- We� mi piwo kremowe. – rzek�am bezbarwnie podaj�c Maggie par� monet. – Ja p�jd� zaj�� jaki� stolik.
Tym razem chcia�am unikn�� t�um�w. A wiedzia�am, �e w taki dzie� jak dzi� (wietrzny i mro�ny) w Trzech Miot�ach b�dzie t�ok. Dlatego zaproponowa�am Maggie pub pod �wi�skim �bem. W pubie by�o jedynie par� podejrzanie wygl�daj�cych os�b. Zreszt� jak zawsze, z tego co s�ysza�am. Bo zdarzy�o mi si� tu by� tylko raz, jaki� rok temu. Po chwili wr�ci�a Maggie z dwiema butelkami piwa i dwiema szklankami kt�re trzyma�a niepewnie. By�y zakurzone…
-Padma? – szepn�a Maggie
-Hmmm? – mrukn�am przechylaj�c butelk�. Zrezygnowa�am z picia ze szklanki…
-To by�o… Yyy…
-Nic nie musisz m�wi�… - mrukn�am cicho. – Obie wiemy.
Zapad�o milczenie. S�ycha� by�o tylko ciche pobrz�kiwanie szklanek, kt�re wyciera� barman i siorbi�co-mlaszcz�ce odg�osy par� stolik�w dalej. Jaki� dziwnie wygl�daj�cy czarodziej zjada� w�a�nie co� w rodzaju zupy.
-Czy mo�na kogo� kocha� i nienawidzi�? – zapyta�am po d�ugiej chwili.
-Nie wiem… Pewnie tak. – odpowiedzia�a ze smutnym u�miechem.
-Chocia� kocha� to za mocne s�owo… No, ale to co nas ��czy�o, by�o… - urwa�am wpatruj�c si� bezmy�lnie w niebieskiego robaczka, kt�ry mkn�� po blacie sto�u. – Ach, niewa�ne. Jako� si� pozbieram. Potrzebuj� tylko czasu. – doda�am po kr�tkiej chwili otrz�saj�c si� z ot�pienia.
-Nareszcie m�wisz jak Padma. – rzek�a Maggie z u�miechem . – B�dzie dobrze, zobaczysz. A on… On b�dzie kiedy� bardzo �a�owa�.
-A wtedy b�dzie za p�no…
-O tak.
-Jego strata. – doda�am i u�miechn�am si� do kole�anki .

-A co Cie to obchodzi czy jest w dormitorium?? – us�ysza�am g�os Lucy rozlegaj�cy si� w Pokoju Wsp�lnym. Ze zdziwieniem spojrza�am na Maggie i Suzanne. Od kiedy Lucy podnosi na kogokolwiek g�os?? – Nawet je�li jest to bym Ci nie powiedzia�a. Pokaza�e� ju� na co ci� sta�. Daj jej spok�j!
Po czym us�ysza�y�my jej ci�kie kroki. Wkroczy�a do dormitorium z iskrz�cymi oczami i nastroszonymi brwiami.
-Derek. – powiedzia�a tylko i rzuci�a na ��ko kilka ksi��ek.
Suzanne westchn�a ci�ko.
-Wiecie co? Chyba si� przejd�… - powiedzia�am.
-Jest taki mr�z, �e d�ugo nie wytrzymasz:P.
-Lekki wiaterek mnie pobudzi . – powiedzia�am i mrugn�am do Maggie.
-Tylko �eby ten „lekki” wiaterek Ci� nie zdmuchn��. – mrukn�a Lucy.

Wysz�am na b�onia. Nadal by�o zimno, ale mro�ny wiatr koi� moje zmys�y … W ko�cu od niedawna wiatr to m�j sprzymierzeniec. Delikatny u�miech b��ka� mi si� na ustach. Co� wewn�trz mnie si� cieszy�o. Na przek�r tera�niejszych wydarze�… Z moich w�asnych my�li wyrwa� mnie dziewcz�cy g�os dochodz�cy z chatki, kt�r� mija�am:
-Hej Padma! Chod� do nas, bo zamarzniesz na ko��! – krzykn�a Hermiona z chatki Hagrida.
-Dzi�ki Hermino, ale naprawd� jest mi bardzo przyjemnie! – odkrzykn�am.
-Nie wyg�upiaj si� Padma, wejd� na kubek herbatki. – us�ysza�am g�os Hagrida.
Przecie� nie mog�am odm�wi� profesorowi…
W drzwiach pojawi�a si� Hermiona i wci�gn�a mnie szybko do �rodka.
-Dzie� dobry. – rzek�am do Hagrida. – I… cze��. – doda�am patrz�c na Harrego i… Rona.
Przez moment sta�am jak wryta nie wierz�c w�asnym oczom. Jak mog�am nie pomy�le�, �e w chatce b�dzie ca�a tr�jka ! Teraz b�d� siedzie� jak ko�ek…
-Siadaj, siadaj. – mrukn�� Hagrid i poda� mi olbrzymi „kubek” z herbat�. Jego wielki pies usiad� ko�o mnie i pewnie o�lini� by mi ca�� r�k� gdyby Harry nie zawo�a� go do siebie.
-Dzi�kuj�. – odpowiedzia�am nie�mia�o i wypi�am �yk herbaty. Drgn�am gdy wielki brytan Hagrida dotkn�� wilgotnym nosem mojej d�oni.
-Nie b�j si�, Kie� jest potulny jak baranek. – zapewni� mnie Hagrid.
Jeszcze raz spojrza�am na psa, kt�rego wielkie �wiec�ce oczy mog�y jedynie potwierdzi� jego s�owa .
-Co to za przechadzki sobie urz�dzasz, co? Nie lepiej siedzie� w ciep�ym Pokoju Wsp�lnym?
- zapyta� Harry. Hermiona sykn�a ze z�o�ci� na czarnow�osego. Wiedzia�a, �e to pytanie nie by�o zbytnio na miejscu.
- No wiesz, ostatnio… Atmosfera jest do��.. napi�ta. – zako�czy�am zdanie patrz�c na swoje r�ce z�o�one na kolanach. Mimo tego widzia�am jak Ron si� we mnie wpatruje.
-A co to si� dzieje u Krukon�w, mmm? – zapyta� Hagrid pogryzaj�c swoje wielkie ciastka.
Hermiona wygl�da�a jakby go chcia�a zdzieli� przez g�ow�, ale to przecie� nie by�a wina Hagrida, �e o to pyta�. Przecie� nie mia� poj�cia, �e to mo�e by� dla mnie przykre.
-To takie… yyymm… Kole�e�skie k��tnie. Do�� powa�ne… Panie profesorze.
Hagrid tylko machn�� r�k� i powiedzia�:
-Jaki tam psorze. M�w mi Hagrid, no chyba �e b�dziemy mieli lekcj�. – doda� z u�miechem.
-Dobrze… Hagridzie. – odpowiedzia�am.
Nasta�a chwila ciszy… Stwierdzi�am, �e je�li chc� to zrobi�, to…
- Ron, mo�emy chwil� pogada�? – zapyta�am patrz�c mu prosto w oczy. – Na zawn�trz.
Kiwn�� g�ow� i wyszed� za mn� z chatki. Odprowadzi� nas zdziwiony wzrok Hagrida.
-A im o co chodzi? – zapyta�.
-To d�uga historia Hagridzie. – odpowiedzia� Harry.
Sz�am z Ronem d�u�sz� chwil� w milczeniu.
-Chcia�am Ci powiedzie�, �e… �e wtedy �le mnie oceni�e�, bo ja… Nie pozwalam �eby ktokolwiek mn� pomiata�.
-Wiem… - powiedzia� cicho Ron.
Spojrza�am na niego ze zdziwieniem i zapyta�am:
-To dlaczego wtedy tak powiedzia�e�…?
-Przecie� sama wiesz… - szepn�� – By�em zazdrosny… To znaczy… jestem nadal – doda� tak cicho, �e ledwo go dos�ysza�am. Spojrza�am na niego bystro, jego uszy zap�oni�y si�. M�wi� prawd�.
-Ron, zrozum… Nie chce ci� straci�… Ale ja musz� teraz doj�� do siebie. Troch� mi ci�ko.
-No tak rozumiem. Przepraszam. Ale to normalne, �e je�li komu� zale�y to… nie mo�e znie�� z�ego traktowania… lubianej osoby.
-Wiem Ron. I ja te� ci� jeszcze raz przepraszam. Za wszystko.
U�miechn�am si� i mocno wtuli�am si� w jego ramiona. Nagle us�yszeli�my odg�os otwieranych drzwi i g�uchy trzask.
-O kurde! – krzykn�� Harry staraj�c si� utrzyma� r�wnowag�. Widz�c nas przytulonych o ma�o si� nie wywr�ci�.
-Na mi�o�� Bosk�, Harry! – sykn�a niecierpliwie Hermiona.
Spojrza�am z u�miechem na Rona i oboje wybuchn�li�my gromkim �miechem.

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