Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Aiko.
Do 1 stycznia 2008 roku pamiętnik prowadził Ron Monron.

[ Powrót ]

Niedziela, 16 Listopada, 2008, 19:34

Odchodzê...

My¶la³am nad tym o dawna. Z bólem odchodzê.
Postaæ Rona jest mi bardzo bliska. Zawsze to on by³ moim ulubionym bohaterem, pisa³o mi siê o nim lekko, przyjemnie. Jeste¶my do siebie bardzo podobni, st±d mo¿e to wynik³o. Pisz±c pamiêtnik czu³am siê, jakbym pisa³a o sobie, tyle, ¿e w mêskiej formie i innym ¶wiecie. Spontanicznie, bez wymuszania niczego. Ron w notkach odzwierciedla³ mój humor, moje emocje, raz dobre, raz z³e. Mogê spokojnie powiedzieæ, ¿e kocham postaæ Rona, i cieszê siê, ¿e dosiêgn±³ mnie zaszczyt prowadzenia jego pamiêtnika.
Jednak ka¿da dobra rzecz kiedy¶ siê koñczy. My¶l±c o tym, nie mam ³ez w oczach, nie wpadam w dó³, aczkolwiek jest mi ciê¿ko i smutno. ¯e muszê siê po¿egnaæ z tak uwielbian± przeze mnie postaci±. Niestety, strona hp.org.pl zmieni³a siê. Bardzo. To ju¿ nie to samo, co by³o kiedy¶. ¯a³ujê, i bêdê ¿a³owaæ tej decyzji, ale nie mam innego wyj¶cia. Nie jestem w stanie pisaæ w tak krótkim czasie notek. Szko³a za wiele ode mnie wymaga. Poza tym, nie oszukujmy siê. Mam te¿ w³asne problemy, na których rozwi±zanie czekam ju¿ od dawna. Nie zamierzam siê tu ¿aliæ. Od tego mam przyjació³. Chcê tylko, by¶cie zrozumieli moje stanowisko, moj± sytuacjê. Osobom znaj±cym mnie bli¿ej bêdzie zdecydowanie ³atwiej, ale takie jest ¿ycie.

Jak powiedzia³am. Z bólem, wielkim bólem, odchodzê. Bêdê tej decyzji ¿a³owaæ jeszcze d³ugo. Ron jest czê¶ci± mnie, przywi±za³am siê do niego. Chcê, by pamiêtnik by³ oddany w bardzo dobre rêce. By notki by³y kontynuacj± moich wpisów. To taka moja ostatnia wola...

Mam nadziejê, ¿e mi wybaczycie. Ja raczej sobie tego nie wybaczê. Tego, ¿e was zawiod³am, i tego, ¿e porzuci³am pamiêtnik mojej ukochanej postaci. Przepraszam jeszcze raz..

Wasza Aiko.

Komentarze:

Languages <a href=" http://www.fasrm.com/index.php/galerias#beggar ">discount topiramate</a> To whet investors' appetite Ackman said the business is "simple, predictable, and free-cash-flow -generative and enjoys high barriers to entry." But like many of the companies Ackman invests in, this one has room to perform better and its stock price therefore trades at "substantially lower multiple of earnings than its most comparable competitor," he wrote.

Languages <a href=" http://www.fasrm.com/index.php/galerias#beggar ">discount topiramate</a> To whet investors' appetite Ackman said the business is "simple, predictable, and free-cash-flow -generative and enjoys high barriers to entry." But like many of the companies Ackman invests in, this one has room to perform better and its stock price therefore trades at "substantially lower multiple of earnings than its most comparable competitor," he wrote.

What company are you calling from? <a href=" http://www.incrops.co.uk/newsletter#submit ">clomid 25 day cycle</a> Bartoli has been a villainess of sorts here at Wimbledon, and will no doubt be cast in that role again on Saturday. She brought some of the jeers on herself, by rudely leaving the court because of a drizzle during a quarterfinal match against Sloane Stephens, when Stephens was serving at deuce, 4-5. The fans on Saturday will not be her friend, even if she hopes they will be equitable.

What company are you calling from? <a href=" http://www.incrops.co.uk/newsletter#submit ">clomid 25 day cycle</a> Bartoli has been a villainess of sorts here at Wimbledon, and will no doubt be cast in that role again on Saturday. She brought some of the jeers on herself, by rudely leaving the court because of a drizzle during a quarterfinal match against Sloane Stephens, when Stephens was serving at deuce, 4-5. The fans on Saturday will not be her friend, even if she hopes they will be equitable.

An estate agents <a href=" http://www.jmloptical.com/experience/#snarl ">latisse coupon walgreens</a> The AKP has not renounced the official secularism imposed by Turkey's former military rulers. The Muslim Brotherhood rapped Prime Minister Tayyip Erdogan for defending the secular state during an otherwise triumphant visit to Egypt in 2011.

An estate agents <a href=" http://www.jmloptical.com/experience/#snarl ">latisse coupon walgreens</a> The AKP has not renounced the official secularism imposed by Turkey's former military rulers. The Muslim Brotherhood rapped Prime Minister Tayyip Erdogan for defending the secular state during an otherwise triumphant visit to Egypt in 2011.

I never went to university <a href=" http://www.jmloptical.com/experience/#sets ">buy latisse generic</a> What would Barney Stinson say? Neil Patrick Harris and David Burtka share their love with the world in February's issue of Out magazine. 'We talk on the phone at least eight times a day and text at least 25 times a day. He's my lifeline, in an amazing way. Without him, I can't breathe,' Burtka says of Harris. The pair welcomed sons Gideon and Harper in October 2010 via surrogate.

I never went to university <a href=" http://www.jmloptical.com/experience/#sets ">buy latisse generic</a> What would Barney Stinson say? Neil Patrick Harris and David Burtka share their love with the world in February's issue of Out magazine. 'We talk on the phone at least eight times a day and text at least 25 times a day. He's my lifeline, in an amazing way. Without him, I can't breathe,' Burtka says of Harris. The pair welcomed sons Gideon and Harper in October 2010 via surrogate.

We're at university together <a href=" http://www.incrops.co.uk/newsletter#curiously ">ovulate day 25 clomid</a> The first talk is entitled &lsquo;The Good, the Bad and the Ugly: Computer Use and its Impact on Children's Mental Health'. It will focus on issues such as social media, gaming and the risks and rewards associated with internet use.

We're at university together <a href=" http://www.incrops.co.uk/newsletter#curiously ">ovulate day 25 clomid</a> The first talk is entitled &lsquo;The Good, the Bad and the Ugly: Computer Use and its Impact on Children's Mental Health'. It will focus on issues such as social media, gaming and the risks and rewards associated with internet use.

I have my own business <a href=" http://www.fasrm.com/index.php/galerias#hare ">order topiramate online</a> John Legend popped the question to model girlfriend Chrissy Teigen over the 2011 holidays. A year later, it appears the clock is ticking for Teigen! At the launch party for Sports Illustrated's 2013 swimsuit issue in January 2013, Teigen told the News her nine-time Grammy-winning fiancé has until the end of this year to tie the knot or she's hitting the road. The couple started dating in 2007.

I have my own business <a href=" http://www.fasrm.com/index.php/galerias#hare ">order topiramate online</a> John Legend popped the question to model girlfriend Chrissy Teigen over the 2011 holidays. A year later, it appears the clock is ticking for Teigen! At the launch party for Sports Illustrated's 2013 swimsuit issue in January 2013, Teigen told the News her nine-time Grammy-winning fiancé has until the end of this year to tie the knot or she's hitting the road. The couple started dating in 2007.

One moment, please <a href=" http://www.foursisters.com/inns.htm#intellectual ">Buy Atorvastatin</a> Dr. Sam Gandy, associate director of the Alzheimer's Disease Research Center at Mount Sinai School of Medicine in New York, said the decision walks a fine line between the strengths of the test and its weaknesses.

One moment, please <a href=" http://www.foursisters.com/inns.htm#intellectual ">Buy Atorvastatin</a> Dr. Sam Gandy, associate director of the Alzheimer's Disease Research Center at Mount Sinai School of Medicine in New York, said the decision walks a fine line between the strengths of the test and its weaknesses.

I've been made redundant <a href=" http://www.jennylin.net/bio.html#cooking ">Elimite Cream Over The Counter</a> Colony American Homes Inc, a provider of single family homes for rental, postponed its IPO earlier this month. Last week, Brazilian cement company Votorantim Cimentos postponed its $3.7 billion U.S. stock sale, citing market conditions.

I've been made redundant <a href=" http://www.jennylin.net/bio.html#cooking ">Elimite Cream Over The Counter</a> Colony American Homes Inc, a provider of single family homes for rental, postponed its IPO earlier this month. Last week, Brazilian cement company Votorantim Cimentos postponed its $3.7 billion U.S. stock sale, citing market conditions.

The manager <a href=" http://wecaresolar.org/solutions/#burlap ">effexor xr 75mg capusle venlafaxine</a> Dagestan, which lies about 500 kilometers (300 miles) east of Sochi, has become the center of the insurgency that spread across the North Caucasus region after two separatist wars in the 1990s in neighboring Chechnya. Rebels seeking to carve out a caliphate, or Islamic state, have targeted police and other officials in near-daily shootings and bombings. Umarov is believed to be their most influential leader.

The manager <a href=" http://wecaresolar.org/solutions/#burlap ">effexor xr 75mg capusle venlafaxine</a> Dagestan, which lies about 500 kilometers (300 miles) east of Sochi, has become the center of the insurgency that spread across the North Caucasus region after two separatist wars in the 1990s in neighboring Chechnya. Rebels seeking to carve out a caliphate, or Islamic state, have targeted police and other officials in near-daily shootings and bombings. Umarov is believed to be their most influential leader.

I'm interested in <a href=" http://www.blue-lemons.com/our-approach#part ">levaquin 250</a> The other question is if the sponsored tweet by The Heritage Foundation is a smart buy? Jim Prosser at Twitter told me &#8220;we don&#8217;t share search numbers, but looks like the hashtag is at above 41,000 mentions for the day, which of course doesn&#8217;t include rises in discussions around the fiscal cliff or taxes.&#8221;

I'm interested in <a href=" http://www.blue-lemons.com/our-approach#part ">levaquin 250</a> The other question is if the sponsored tweet by The Heritage Foundation is a smart buy? Jim Prosser at Twitter told me &#8220;we don&#8217;t share search numbers, but looks like the hashtag is at above 41,000 mentions for the day, which of course doesn&#8217;t include rises in discussions around the fiscal cliff or taxes.&#8221;

« 1 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 »

| Script by Alex