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Poniedziałek, 29 Grudnia, 2008, 16:52

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Mia³ byæ „Wielki Powrót” (we wakacje), ale chyba on nie nadejdzie... Co¶ mi siê wydaje, ¿e moje pisanie o Sarze powoli dobiega koñca... Mo¿e powinnam zaj±æ siê czym¶ innym? Zaczê³am pisaæ opowiadanie a raczej opowiadania i nie mam odwagi lub chêci ich skoñczyæ. Zawsze prowadzi³a mnie zasada „Jak ju¿ co¶ zaczynasz to koñcz!”. I dlaczego pomimo tego niczego nie jestem w stanie doprowadziæ do koñca? Chyba muszê dostaæ solidnego „kopa w ty³ek” ¿eby siê ruszyæ. A wiecie, co zauwa¿y³am? ¯e gdy zaczê³am pisaæ w marcu opowiadanie „I will never give up”, to nawet, je¶li zaczê³am od naprawdê ¶miesznego pocz±tku pisa³am lepiej ni¿ we wakacje, w które przerwa³am cokolwiek skrobaæ? Nie wiem, co mam robiæ... Po prostu tego nie wiem... Z jednej strony chcia³abym kontynuowaæ tê historiê, ale nie za bardzo pamiêtam, co chcia³am w niej umie¶ciæ... Jeszcze w marcu mia³am przemy¶lany los Sary Potter od pocz±tku do koñca. No, a teraz nie bardzo wiem, na czym stanê³am... Od dobrych dwóch miesiêcy musia³am powróciæ do starych, ale uniwersalnych ksi±¿ek. Zawdziêczam to moim rodzicom, którzy ciesz± siê rado¶ci± wspó³czesno¶ci, podczas gdy ja spêdzam czas w bibliotekach. Taa mile spêdzony czas, a wzrok odpocz±³ od godzin spêdzanych przed komputerem. No, ale da³am radê jak widaæ. Moje ¿ycie wróci³o na swoje miejsce wraz z ocenami ;p. Ten czas da³ mi do my¶lenia, a raczej niepokój o przysz³o¶æ. Ostatnio stwierdzi³am, ¿e podrêczni1ki od „Wiedzy o spo³eczeñstwie” to jest pranie mózgu (nie jedna osoba by tak powiedzia³a!). Mog³abym ci±gn±æ swoj± wypowied¼ na temat szkolnych podrêczników(pó¼niej dosz³abym do systemu nauczania), ale nie chcê Was tutaj zanudzaæ, bo chcê jeszcze dzisiaj co¶ napisaæ. A tak w ogóle kto¶ wie, dlaczego zaczê³am pisaæ to opowiadanie? Jak sobie przypomnê ten czas to wydaje mi siê, ¿e wtedy ubiera³am siê na czarno i s³ucha³am metalu... Chcia³am by ta historia Was wszystkich przerazi³a . Teraz siê z tego ¶miejê, bo sporo zmian zasz³o w moim ¿yciu.
Mam nadziejê, ze komu¶ siê spodoba to, co napiszê, ale bardzo proszê o ambitniejsze komentarze ni¿ „Super, czekam na kolejn±”, bo kolejnej raczej nie bêdzie. Od razu odpowiem na czaj±ce siê za rogiem kolejne pytanie. Po prostu chcê to skoñczyæ i nie odkopywaæ wiêcej ¿adnych dzie³ z mojej rêki. Koniec, kropka. Zapraszam...


„Od ko³yski a¿ po grób”

Dawne urywki wspomnieñ Sary Potter- wielkiej, ale zapomnianej osoby...

„Wspomnienie z 5 klasy”
Sz³am ciemnym korytarzem do wierzy Gryffindoru. By³o ju¿ bardzo pó¼no, dlatego nie zapala³am ró¿d¿ki.
-Sara?- Szorstki g³os wychrypia³ moje imiê, co sprawi³o, ¿e podskoczy³am i upu¶ci³am wszystkie ksi±¿ki. Odwróci³am siê by spojrzeæ w oczy tego nieszczê¶nika, który mia³ czelno¶æ stan±æ na mojej drodze.
W ¶wietle ukaza³ siê nie, kto inny jak rudow³osy kretyn z eliksirem zmieniaj±cym g³os w u¶cisku rêki.
-Witam!- Odezwa³ siê tym razem swoim dziewczêcym jak dla mnie g³osikiem, który mia³ chyba oznaczaæ rado¶æ na mój widok. Ja jednak by³am innego zdania...
Mruknê³am tylko co¶ w rodzaju „Cze¶æ...”,Schylaj±c siê po ksi±¿ki.
-Nawet siê do mnie nie u¶miechniesz?- Ten ch³opak z szóstego roku naprawdê by³ upierdliwy.
A mnie zabiera³o siê na to by mu solidnie przywaliæ z lewej rêki.
-Zostaw mnie!- Krzyknê³am resztkami si³... Moje gard³o by³o zbyt zaschniête bym mog³a odezwaæ siê raz jeszcze. Ale nie musia³am nic mówiæ. Chwyci³ moj± g³owê i próbowa³ zbli¿yæ do swojej, a ja wyrywa³am siê, co nie odgrywa³o wiêkszej roli i w tym w³a¶nie niezbyt komfortowym umiejscowieniu wkroczyli Huncwoci. Ch³opak odwróci³ siê, a ja skorzysta³am z chwili nieuwagi i r±bnê³am go w ty³ g³owy chyba najgrubsz± ksi±¿k±, jak± mia³am pod rêk±. Osun±³ siê na ziemiê i nasta³a niezrêczna cisza, któr± przerwa³o mlaskanie Glizdogona. Nic nie mówi±c chwyci³am moje dzisiejsze zdobycze z biblioteki.
-Co to mia³o znaczyæ?- James podszed³ do mnie by jego przyjaciele nie s³yszeli ca³ej rozmowy.
-Nic... – Spojrza³am na niego z wyrzutami sumienia. By³am przekonana, ¿e powie co¶ krzywdz±cego, jednak ku mojemu zdziwieniu tylko mnie przytuli³.
-Nikomu nie dam skrzywdziæ mojej jedynej siostry- da³ s³owo, po czym odebra³ ode mnie ksi±¿ki i ruszyli¶my do pokoju wspólnego gryfonów.

„¦lub Lilly”
Rudow³osa kobieta w nieskazitelnie bia³ej sukni kroczy³a wpatrzona w swego przysz³ego ma³¿onka. Wszyscy zebrani byli skupieni i z niecierpliwo¶ci± czekali na s³owa wypowiadane przez zakochanych.
Sta³am za filarem i przygl±da³am siê tej cudnej ceremonii. Tak bardzo chcia³am byæ w¶ród tych go¶ci... Jednak te ostatnie wydarzenia, które mia³y miejsce zaraz po ukoñczeniu Hogwartu da³y do my¶lenia nie tylko mi, ale i najbli¿szym, którzy dot±d mnie wspierali i otaczali aur± mi³o¶ci. Zerwaæ to wszystko naprawdê ³atwo. Pewnie wszyscy siê dziwi±, dlaczego tak post±pi³am? Odpowied¼ jest krótka. Tom. Moje ¿ycie skoñczy³o siê w momencie przyjazdu do Londynu. Ambitna, m³oda czarownica po ukoñczeniu szko³y chcia³a zostaæ aurrorem. To by³o marzenie wszystkich uczniów koñcz±cych Hogwart. Po wyj¶ciu z poci±gu po raz pierwszy zauwa¿y³am wysokiego, szczup³ego mê¿czyznê, który przyci±ga³ mnie wzrokiem a¿ ciarki przesz³y mi po plecach. Podesz³am bli¿ej i wszystko siê urwa³o. Wiem tylko tyle, ¿e ci, co mnie kiedy¶ w ¿yciu spotkali nie pamiêtaj± mnie. To tak jakby¶ mia³ matkê, a po przyj¶ciu ze szko³y spojrza³a na ciebie i powiedzia³a „A ty, kim jeste¶ i co robisz w moim domu?”. Moja pamiêæ wróci³a, ale ich nie... Ciê¿ko jest o tym mówiæ. Nieraz p³aka³am ca³ymi dniami nie mog±c pogodziæ siê z my¶l±, ¿e nie mam nikogo. Jednak parê miesiêcy pó¼niej dosz³o do prze³omowego wydarzenia. Urodzi³a siê moja córka, Alice. Tylko ona mnie zna³a. Czu³am siê jakbym dosta³a drug± szansê. Wiedzia³am, kto by jej ojcem. Posz³am nawet do niego. Wy¶mia³ mnie tak jak sobie to wyobra¿a³am. Jedena¶cie lat pó¼niej Alice Black pojecha³a do Hogwartu. Po pierwszym roku zmar³am na skutek choroby. Od tej pory Alice musia³a radziæ sobie sama...


S± tylko dwa wspomnienia. Mo¿e na resztê przyjdzie jeszcze czas, ale na razie muszê odpocz±æ...

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