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Hmmm... C�, notka taka troch� przej�ciowa, ale chyba sporo wyja�niaj�ca.
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- Panienko, zjemy dzi� jaki� �wi�teczny obiad? - B�yskotka stan�a w progu, wpatruj�c si� ogromnymi, b�yszcz�cymi oczyma w Wiktori�. Ciemnow�osa podnios�a wzrok znad ksi��ki, kt�r� w�a�nie czyta�a i spojrza�a nieprzytomnie na sw� towarzyszk�.
- Ja… Dzi�kuj�, ale je�li chcesz, to przygotuj co� smacznego dla siebie – mrukn�a, przecieraj�c oczy i ziewaj�c. – Chyba si� po�o��, jako� zm�czona jestem…
- Ale dzi� gwiazdka! – pisn�a zgorszona skrzatka, jeszcze szerzej rozwieraj�c �renice.
- I co z tego? – fukn�a ciemnow�osa, podnosz�c si�. – I tak nie mamy z kim �wi�towa�.
Skrzatka spu�ci�a g�ow� i powoli odsun�a si� z przej�cia, pozwalaj�c �lizgonce si� wymin��.
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- Draco? – wysoka, szczup�a, blondw�osa kobieta spojrza�a z niepokojem na sw� latoro�l.
Jak on strasznie zmarnia� przez te cztery miesi�ce… Zazwyczaj blade policzki teraz nabra�y niezdrowego, szarawego odcienia, a zimne, stalowoszare oczy zapad�y si�, jakby chcia�y uciec od otaczaj�cego je �wiata.
- Tak? – ch�opak spojrza� na matk� bez zainteresowania.
- Czemu nie chcia�e� przyjecha� na �wi�ta? – pytanie wyrwa�o jej si�, zanim zd��y�a je powstrzyma�.
Stali w ogromnym Holu G��wnym naprzeciwko siebie, niczym dwoje kowboj�w przed pojedynkiem. Mo�e tylko odleg�o�� by�a mniejsza. No, i oni zamiast zwyk�ej, mugolskiej broni palnej mogli sobie co najwy�ej poczarowa�. Lub, je�li chcieli by� bardzo mugolscy, wyd�uba� oczy za pomoc� r�d�ek.
- A po co? – wzruszy� ramionami �lizgom. – Mieli�my sami siedzie� przy pustym stole? Dobrze wiesz, �e wraz z ojcem do Azkabanu posz�a po�owa naszych go�ci �wi�tecznych. Poza tym w ferie mam lepsze pole manewru. – m�wi�c ostatnie zdanie �ciszy� g�os do szeptu. Narcyza nie mog�a si� oprze� wra�eniu, �e powiedzia� to z niejak� dum�.
Niemniej widzia�a, ile go to kosztowa�o. Bola�o j�, �e jej jedyne dziecko tak cierpi i jest z tego powodu szcz�liwe. Szcz�liwe i przera�one jednocze�nie. Zbyt dobrze zna�a Draco, aby nie widzie�, �e za tym pozornie pustym, chmurnym, nonszalanckim spojrzeniem kryje si� paniczny strach. Dok�adnie taki, jaki ogarnia� go, gdy by� ma�ym ch�opcem i wydawa�o mu si�, �e pod jego ��kiem mieszka rogogon w�gierski. Tylko ze wtedy wystarczy�o go przytuli� i ju� by�o dobrze. A teraz, co mog�aby zrobi� teraz poza tym, co ju� zrobi�a?
- Tak… - mrukn�a bez sensu. – A co ja mam robi� sama w tym domu?
- Zajmij si� czym�. Posprz�taj… - blondyn u�miechn�� si� kpi�co.
Pani Malfoy spojrza�a na niego z niedowierzaniem. To ju� nie by� jej malutki synek. Nie, to nie by� ju� on…
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- Wiktoria? – na ��ku dziewczyny przysiad� m�czyzna. – Czemu si� chowasz?
- A co innego mam robi�? – spod ko�dry wychyn�a wyj�tkowo poczochrana czarna czupryna, a ledwo widoczne zza burzy w�os�w intensywnie niebieskie oczy spogl�da�y wrogo na przybysza. – Choink� ubiera�? Dla kogo? Dla siebie? Nie, dzi�ki, to �adna frajda.
- Przecie� wiesz… - szepn�� zm�czonym g�osem czarodziej, przymykaj�c lekko oczy. – Przecie� wiesz, �e nie mog�…
- Wiem. – ciemnow�osa zmusi�a si� do u�miechu. Obj�a szyj� swego towarzysza i przytuli�a twarz do b��kitnej szaty, tak doskonale pasuj�cej do odcienia jej oczu.
Dobranej specjalnie do koloru jej oczu… Tak, �eby by�a zawsze przy nim cho�by w ten nieco dziecinny i naiwny spos�b.
- Musz� i��…
- Id�. – Fynn odsun�a si� i, obejmuj�c ramionami nogi, patrzy�a, jak m�czyzna wychodzi z pokoju.
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Nadesz�a ciep�a wiosna. Uczniowie Hogwarty wylegli na b�onia. Nawet pi�to- i si�dmoklasi�ci, wraz ze stosami podr�cznik�w sadowili si� w cieniu roz�o�ystych drzew.
Wiktoria os�oni�a oczy przed ra��cym s�o�cem i, mru��c oczy, szuka�a Pansy. W ko�cu dostrzeg�a czarne, ulizane w�osy oraz zielone emblematy na szacie u jednej z dziewczyn siedz�cych nad jeziorem. Ruszy�a w tamt� stron�.
- Cze�� – ciemnow�osa u�miechn�a si� do Parkinson, siadaj�c obok. �lizgonka zmierzy�a j� niezbyt przyjaznym spojrzeniem.
- Cze�� – warkn�a, ostentacyjnie odwracaj�c si� plecami do Wiktorii.
- Mog�yby�my pogada� na osobno�ci? – spyta�a ciemnow�osa, zaciskaj�c kurczowo d�onie.
Pansy wsta�a bez s�owa, nawet nie zaszczycaj�c jej spojrzeniem. W milczeniu odesz�y kilkana�cie metr�w.
- Ile razy mam ci t�umaczy�, �e nie mia�am wp�ywu na to, co si� sta�o Draco? – sykn�a przez zaci�ni�te z�by Fynn, wpatruj�c si� w kole�ank� ze w�ciek�o�ci�. – Tak, znam Harry’ego, ale ostatni raz rozmawia�am z nim kilka miesi�cy temu! Co, listownie nas�a�am go na Malfoya?!
- Och, wi�c co, Potter ot tak po prostu postanowi� sobie wy�y� si� na Draco? – w oczach Parkinson zal�ni�y �zy.
- Doskonale wiesz, �e si� nie lubili. Mo�e Draco pr�bowa� rzuci� jakie� zakl�cie na Harry’ego? Doskonale wiesz, �e si� nie przyzna, to by�oby r�wnoznaczne z wyrzuceniem go ze szko�y.
- Pottera nie wywalili! – zapiszcza�a Pansy.
- Gdyby Draco mia� rzuca� zakl�cie, to by�oby to kt�re� z niewybaczalnych.
Parkinson otworzy�a usta, spojrza�a na Wiki tak, jakby ta by�a karaluchem i dumnym krokiem wr�ci�a do kole�anek. Ciemnow�osa zacisn�a kurczowo usta i uda�a si� w stron� zamku.
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Opad�a na wytarty fotel w pokoju wsp�lnym. Nie zasta�a tu blondyna. Zapewne znowu szlaja si� po Pokoju Wsp�lnym… Ile� mo�na opracowywa� tak prost� operacje?
Nagle, niewiadomo sk�d, pojawi�a si� sowa. Usiad�a delikatnie na kolanach Wiktorii i zahuka�a cicho, nie odrywaj�c ogromnych, bursztynowych oczu od morskiego spojrzenia dziewczyny.
Fynn odczepi�a od jej n�ki list i pozwoli�a usadowi� na swoim ramieniu. Szybko przebieg�a oczyma tre�� zawart� na pergaminie i przymkn�a oczy. P�omyk�wka zacisn�a leciutko pazurki na jej sk�rze, jakby chcia�a doda� otuchy.
- No i co my teraz zrobimy, malutka? – spyta�a ciemnow�osa, delikatnie g�adz�c palcem wskazuj�cym malutki dzi�b sowy. – Wygl�da na to, �e nie mamy ju� dok�d wraca�…
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Draco ukry� twarz w d�oniach, opadaj�c bez �ycia na fotel przy kominku. Wszyscy korzystali teraz ze s�onecznej pogody, ale on nie mia� na to czasu. Ju� nied�ugo… Ju� bardzo nied�ugo.
U�miechn�� si� do siebie triumfalnie. Teraz musi si� uda�. Bo jak nie, to… Jego u�miech nieco przygas�.
Jednym machni�ciem r�d�ki rozpali� ogie� w kominku, nie zwa�aj�c na okrzyki protestu innych �lizgon�w. P�omienie dzia�a�y na niego dziwnie uspokajaj�co. Bez namys�u chwyci� le��cy przed nim kawa�ek pergaminu. Spojrza� na niego kontrolnie. Czyje� wypracowanie z transmutacji.
C�, pomy�la�, rzucaj�c zapisany drobnym pismem pergamin do kominka, napiszesz je sobie od nowa, skoro nie pomy�la�e�, aby zabra�.
Chwyci� nast�pn� karteluszk�. Rzuci� okiem na tre�� i ju�, ju� mia� wyrzuci�, kiedy nagle w oczy rzuci� mu si� nag��wek. Jego oczy biega�y jak szalone, kiedy czyta� tre�� listu pozostawionego nieopatrznie przez w�a�cicielk�. Kiedy dotar� do jego ko�ca, przez g�ow� przebiega�y mu setki my�li.
Zerkn�� raz jeszcze na list.


Wiktorio,

Przykro mi to m�wi�, ale jaki� �miercio�erca chyba znalaz� mi�dzy nami jakie� powi�zanie. Przeszuka� dom i zabi� B�yskotk�. Z tego co uda�o mi si� ustali�, nie chcia�a mu powiedzie�, gdzie przebywamy. My�l�, �e… Kiedy ju� b�dzie po wszystkim… Tak, doskonale wiesz, co mam na my�li… Uwa�am, �e nie powinna� ju� wraca� do Doliny Godryka. To ju� nie b�dzie dla Ciebie bezpieczne miejsce. Ufam, �e sobie poradzisz. Wiem, �e chcia�aby� to wiedzie�, wi�c m�wi�: tak, pochowa�em B�yskotk�. Nie martw si� o to. By�a dzielna do samego ko�ca.

Zacisn�� d�o�, mn�c list. Zerwa� si� na r�wne nogi i wypad� z Pokoju Wsp�lnego, szukaj�c dziewczyny.
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